Taming My Arrogant Husband novel Chapter 11

Sophia's POV:

I took a deep, long breath before stepping on the red carpet down the aisle. I know it's just a contractual marriage, a deal between me and him and this isn't real, but I still can't stop my heart from beating loud inside my ribcage.

It's really deafening that I can hardly hear the wedding song that playing inside the church. That was Rian, singing 'This I promise you', and then I slowly lifted my eyes and looked straight at the altar. And there was my husband a few moments from now, standing in his dark blue tux and wearing a smile which I can't read if it's true or just an act.

Holding my purple bridal bouquet, I looked away from him and focused on the red carpet I walk in as I don't want to slip, lose my balance and fall to the ground on my wedding day. It's so embarrassing if that happens.

Craig and Mrs Kelley were standing in the middle of the aisle and waiting for me to get where they are. Aside from my now mother-in-law, I chose Craig to walk me to the altar despite Daniel's disapproval and to tell you honestly, I really don't know why. But of course, I didn't listen to him. He hasn't even given an opinion on preparing for this wedding, so why would I listen to him?

"You're so beautiful, Sophia Ysabelle," Craig whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek as Mrs Kelley did.

"Yeah, you looked ravishing and delightfully charming, sweetie." she gave me a motherly smile and hugged me tightly in the middle of the aisle.

How I wish I could turn back the time and change the past, so it's my own mother who could say those sweet words to me, so it's my father who could walk with me down the aisle to the altar. Who could both give me a warm embrace before giving my hand to the man who will be my partner forever. But no, I can't and nobody can.

I can't change the fact that my Mom left me when I was young and that my Dad didn't believe me when I almost raped and chose to believe those people instead of his own daughter. Especially the person who almost ruined my life and gave me memories that I will take until my last breath unless I get justice for what he did.

I can't turn back the time where I should have been happier and contented having a whole family. And didn't end up marrying someone just for seeking justice. Someone who knows nothing but judge and insult me for marrying him.

Tears of pain started running down my face and right at the last minute, my mind, my heart and thoughts were contemplating if I really needed to do this. Counting the rest of the steps in my mind, I felt Craig's hand on my arm. I glanced at him. He gave me an assuring smile before shaking his head and whispering these words softly...

"Don't ruin the last chance and opportunity you have Sophia. God always has a good plan for everything that is happening to you right now."

Taking a deep breath, I nodded and returned his smile.

And the moment of truth is here. We finally reached the altar. And once again, Craig and my parents-in-law after this ceremony gave me one last hug before passing my hand to the one who must take it, Daniel Kelley. He's frowning slightly when he took my hand, but I just gave him a half-hearted smile.

He didn't say anything, he didn't even return that smile. I just sighed and walked with him in front of the priest. When the song ended, I glanced at the church's choir where Rian was currently standing. She smiled at me, secretly saying... 'Don't worry, I'm always here, Belle. I'll help you throughout the way'.

"Welcome everyone to the wedding ceremony of Daniel and Sophia Ysabelle. We have gathered here today to celebrate the most intimate bond between two people, marriage. You have all been invited here not just as guests, but as close and important witnesses of the love that Daniel and Sophia Ysabelle share."

I bit my bottom lip, closing my eyes tightly. 'intimate bond?' 'love?' Haha.. funny, we don't even have one. I sighed and glanced to the side only to find that he was looking at me intently. I also looked at him and never lowered my eyes, although deep inside, I was melting like a candle. It's the first time I ever stared into his eyes in the longest period of time without hearing anything from him. And I noticed what color of iris he has. Hazel brown eyes, a combination of gold, brown and green in one.

-'Wow!'-

And because of my amazement, I didn't realize I was already smiling at him. I was just pulled back to reality when his handsome face creaked and turned into a scowl before turning it back to the speaking priest.

-'Hmmp! Don't you really know how to smile? Rude!'-

I really don't know how I managed not to roll my eyes at him.

-'I'm sorry dear God'-

I silently muttered before focusing on the ceremony.