The Alpha

Ethan's POV

I stand in the corner of the dark hospital room with my arms crossed over my chest. The consistent beeping coming from the machines that are hooked up to my mate are setting my nerves on edge. My eyes stay on her, watching her chest rise and fall with each breath. She hasn't regained consciousness yet and it's eating away at me. She looks like an angel laying there. Her skin is a flawless ivory and her soft curls fan out around her in a fiery red halo. Her body is thin and lithe with gorgeous curves that I am aching to run my hands over. Unfortunately, I can't see her most stunning feature while she sleeps. Her eyes were a gorgeous violet with golden flecks in them. I have never seen eyes like that and I long to see them again. The few seconds where our eyes met was not enough for me. However, I can't forget the fact that she has something to do with what happened this evening.

Half a dozen of my men were killed in cold blood while at one of the local bars. We followed the scent all of the way to The Scourge and that same scent is all over my mate. Either she was there, or she knows who was. I'm determined to find out exactly what her connection is before I allow myself to get too close to her. I can't afford to let our mate bond get in the way of justice for my pack. We lost good men including one of our lieutenants. Some of them had mates, families. My pack and I are out for blood and hopefully she will hold the answers. I just pray that she will be innocent. I'd hate to have to kill my mate when I have been waiting to find her for so long.

There is a light knocking on the door and I turn to see who it is. The nurse comes in followed by my brothers Alex and Xander. Alex took after our mother with lighter hair and royal blue eyes. His skin is fairer too. Xander and I both look more like our father with dark hair and harsher features. The only difference for me is that I got our mom's sapphire eyes and Xander got our father's chocolate brown ones. I turn my gaze to catch the nurse eyeing me up with a little smirk before she walks over to check the monitors hooked to my mate. I ignore it and turn to Alex and Xander as they approach me and Alex speaks softly, "How is she? Any change?"

My eyes shift back to her sleeping form. "No. No change," I respond simply.

They both look over at her. "She really is quite beautiful..."

"Yeah. She is."

"So, are you planning on introducing her to the pack when she wakes up?" Xander asks, turning his gaze to me.

I scowl. "Of course not. I don't even know if I'm going to accept her yet."

"Seriously? She's your fated mate. Picked specifically for you by the Moon Goddess. You can't just ignore that," Alex argues in a tone that is a mix of both a yell and a whisper as he tries to not disturb the sleeping beauty.

Xander lets out a scoff at Alex's comment, but refrains from saying anything. We both know what he has against mates. My irritated gaze turns to Alex before I explain, "But I can't trust her. She might have killed my men. I need to find out why."

"Or she may be innocent. I mean look at her. She doesn't look like a cold-blooded killer," he replies back as he waves his hand in her direction as if making a point.

"Shows how much you know. She had been ready to pounce on me with her claws. I think the only reason I didn't wind up dead is that she caught my scent," I stated.

"And you didn't catch hers?" Xander questions with a raised eyebrow.

tracking. By the time I

mate bond I instantly wanted her. I want to mark her and make her mine. But now, because of what happened, everything is so complicated. I can't take her as my Luna if

to accept her, what

clench my fists as I glare at her. My head and heart are at war right now in regards to this matter. Had she not been my mate she would already be dead. I've always been more of a kill first ask questions later kind of guy. It is only

"Once she wakes up and is out of harm's way she'll be escorted to the dungeons

you sure about that?"

do I. "You dare to question your Alpha?" I

up in surrender. "I'm just making sure you've

nods, taking my word for it. Between the two of them, Alex is the one most likely to challenge my decisions. He's the next oldest and always asks the hard questions when I need it. Sometimes I appreciate it. And then there are other times, such as now where it just annoys me. I allow another glance at my beautiful mate before turning back to Alex. "I want two mated guards posted outside her door and another two at each of the hospital's

out orders as I leave the room. I can't stay here any longer or I might lose my resolve. It will be best if I stay away until she is done being questioned. I briskly strut down the hallway and to the elevator and push the down button. As I reach the main floor, I see a couple dozen guards walking into the lobby before fanning out to take their places. "Alpha," two men salute as

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is spent in my study as I keep myself busy with business reports and various paperwork. I have not heard anything about my mate all day and am beginning to feel distracted, my thoughts constantly going back to

need to do. Alex will let us know

have been awake by now. What if something is

last

you always have to be so

do you?" I counter and my wolf growls at me in irritation. "Fine. If we don't hear anything by the end

"Yes."

several more hours and a break for dinner than I finally hear anything. "Ethan, she's awake." Alex's voice rings out in my head. "She is being discharged and then we'll take her to

ahead. I'll meet

see you

the mind link and my wolf speaks out. "She shouldn't have to go to the dungeons. She's our mate. We know she's

That is why she

be the one