The Alpha

---Derek’s POV---

Fuck…

I marked her. The one thing I said ‘no’ to. The little temptress.

I was still kissing her neck when she fell asleep, I hesitantly pulled back and stared at her.

Her mouth was slightly parted, lips swollen from our actions, her eyes, peacefully closed, her eyelashes resting in her cheeks.

I sighed as I rolled over on the bed, pinching the bridge on my nose, closing my eyes.

( ‘I want her.’ )

...I don’t care what you want. She’s too weak, fucking fell asleep after marking…

( ‘I want her!’ )

I rolled my eyes and pushed him to the back of my head. My pants felt tight- oh, right… Little grind monster, she is, got me all hot and bothered- when I specifically told her to not tempt me. Look what she did.

I put a blanket over her, and I pulled myself off the bed, leaving her and walking to my room.

Fuck… Now I have a marked, damaged flower. It bothered me slightly that it was mainly the heat talking in her, and I still marked her. If she wasn’t going through heat, that would’ve never happened, I know that for a fact. She’s too traumatized from that fucktard Chris.

Even in my office when we’ve kissed, she would pause before kissing back. And at first, she’d let her hands just hang at her sides. Inexperienced.

I got to my room, grabbing my phone, calling whatever girl was first, telling her to come over. I wasn’t going to go to bed with this boner. The woman came over quickly and got to work. My mind stayed on a brown-haired girl that barred my mark in the other room.

A small flick of anger ignited in my chest at the reminder that marked her. I took the girl on top, flipping us over and diving into her, the room filled with her moans.

( ‘You disgust me. Violet would be so much better.’ )

I pushed it back, I didn’t need to deal with this.

Discomfort bubbled in my gut, and I knew it was a side effect of the bond. No doubt in my mind Violet would wake up from the pain, she’d probably cut herself- luckily I swept the room of potential hazards.

( ‘The fact that you know how she’d react, and you continue to fuck another… distasteful, you don’t deserve her!’ )

...Fuck off...

We were done and I dismissed her, rolling my eyes at the puppy eyes she was giving me. They don’t spend the night- disgusting. I took a shower, getting rid of the girl’s smell.

I wasn’t satisfied at all. Those girls weren't my Flower. They were Violet. Just the thought of her sent pleasure through my body- bringing back the boner that the girl couldn’t get rid of.

Only Violet could and I wasn’t going to barge into her room and fuck her or anything- I would never without her permission.

I fixed my boner with the image of my Flower in my mind- my hand following. I got out of the shower after and went into bed.

Just as I was about to drift off into a slumber, my senses relaxed, my ears picked up. It was faint and made my chest unwillingly ache, her cries muffled by the walls, but still able to be picked up.

I sighed and twisted and turned, trying to rid my ears so the sound. I knew she’d wake up, I knew she’d cry. She’s a crybaby.

My wolf growled, and I growled right back.

Lust never hurt anyone, I don’t know why Violet and my wolf were being such bitches about it. Grow up. It’s not like I told her we were together or anything- excluding the mate bond, altogether.

I should’ve just jacked off in the first place- that girl didn’t even help, wasted a condom for nothing.

My chest and gut were drenched in discomfort. Her cries didn’t stop, and I had half the mind to barge in her room and tape her mouth shut. It was about three in the morning when the cries stopped and I was finally able to go to sleep.

three and I wasn’t in the mood for anyone’s bullshit. I called my Beta and Gamma over to discuss that reject, fuckface Chris. I opened my fridge, grabbing a drink before going to eat breakfast in the other kitchen. I figured I had time to eat before Mallory and Garret came over. Just as I closed the fridge and turned around, small steps came padding into

hurt, and something else before dropping her eyes and turning to leave. I

I growled and she stopped,

me. I hated her fear. Especially since it was directed towards

her sock covered feet. It’s so cute, she’s always wearing socks whenever I

with not only her shirt but also her hair. I reached out and grabbed her chin, forcing

I was up all

widened those beauties and opened her

my eyes at her, expecting her to say my appellation, but she

Let’s be mean…

want to hurt her- I can’t stand those eyes when they’re sad. I hated to see her cry and

Yet- my mouth spoke.

I growled at her, hitting an insecurity on purpose. Her eyes flashed, the same emotion when I tsk-ed her name. She closed her mouth and

her and she turned and practically

( 'Jackass' )

...Thank you...

No, go apologize.

heard her walk back down two stairs and her small patters as

my lip to stop from frowning- everything inside me hurt knowing that she

closer to her, lightly grabbing her chin and bringing her face up to mine. She wasn’t making eye contact with

she didn’t say anything. Like the dick I

dropped my hands down to her shoulders- pulling her against my chest, hugging her, comforting her. Anything

felt her breathing pick up- after a few seconds of me focusing on our bond, she calmed down enough. I didn’t

she went

food up to Violet, and then answered the door when Mallory and Garret arrived,

with everything?” Mallory asked as he sat in

haven’t talked to her about it, that’s what

which I scoffed at them, they shouldn’t be critiquing my

are talking about,” I glared at the nickname he gave her, “tell

of now- I’m in a pissy mood, so no.” I deadpanned as I rolled my eyes at

me, ebony complexion, a buzz cut, and hazel eyes. He was my Gamma and my lead warrior, training the others. Originally, Mallory was my Gamma, but my old Beta did some things that resulted in his death,

chuckled,

we might go

“No.” I voiced, monotone.

in slight disbelief, “then how are

from the lovely king yet,” I cut him off, getting slightly ticked, “so,

“I mean, the sooner you tell her, that

willing to talk about it right away.” Mallory backed him up causing a small growl from me. I knew they were

my fucking God, then I’ll tell her.” I snapped at them. They raised their hands in mock surrender as they eyed me at my unusual behavior. “Mallory- how’s the information

frustrated at the topic, but

you been doing?” I

his Beta, and Gamma haven’t been responding to anything. There’s no data on

cellars, but the King told me he has to investigate the shit before I could do anything to him. Or else it’d be a crime and blah

conversation didn’t

that bastard go, lucky for him I didn’t get to

I

ass today?” Garret raised an amused eyebrow at

butt plug,” I growled at

caused Mallory to laugh before he chimed in, “dude, seriously what’s with

late last night.” I rolled my

Mallory wiggled his eyebrows at Garret and I scowled at

Garret asked, a small smile playing at his

not that type. Instead of verbally answering, I growled