The Billionaire's Past

CHAPTER 27

Persons with this kind of personality disorder like what Aliyah have finds trouble regulating their emotions effectively. They may experience splitting. Splitting is a term that refers to seeing things as all good or all bad. Frequently sees things in black and white terms, which means things and people are seen as either all good or all bad. They don’t believe good people can be bad sometimes or can make mistakes, which can lead to becoming consumed with anger toward people. For them, things, experiences, and people were either all bad or all good, totally wonderful or totally worthless, completely positive or completely negative.

Splitting is considered a coping mechanism that helps a person like Aliyah avoid getting hurt. It allows them to discard things and people they have decided are all bad. A defense mechanism commonly developed by people who have experience early life traumas, such as abandonment.

Aliyah developed this kind of personality disorder during her childhood when her parents got divorced and abandoned her; leave her in the care of her grandparents.

But her grandparents suddenly died in a plane crash.

Because of that Aliyah felt alone and abandoned again.

After her grandparents died her father took her again but just to leave her in his father’s cousin’s house.

When Aliyah was left by her father on that house she felt abandon again.

In that house her experiences are all bad. In her younger age she receives bad treatment from her relatives who are living on that house. She experience rejections and cruel treatment from individuals around her.

Such early life traumas, cruel treatment, rejections and abandonment she receives multiple times leads Aliyah to develop such kind of defense mechanism to cope up and to avoid the feeling of getting hurt emotionally.

And such defense mechanism slowly result into personality disorder.

As a result her personality shifts or split into two, which made her behaves into two opposite attitudes.

Person living with this condition is seen as really good or really bad.

Aliyah sees this two side of her personality as two different persons dictating her on what she will do depends on what current situation she’s dealing with.

And this two sides of her always colliding that made Aliyah confused on what she will do.

Then reality is the middle ground, meaning she can decide what she will do if she will back into reality.

Middle ground is a position between two opposite opinions in an argument or between two descriptions.

Reality is the state of things as they are, rather than as they may appear or might be imagined.

But of course the causes of these things is unknown to her this present time because Aliyah still didn’t regain her memory.

Aliyah is Haya.

She is Haya who only forgets her real identity because of a tragic accident.

What Aliyah done to Atif at present, ending their friendship is just a history that repeats itself?

time ago when

How did it happened?

and the girl who nearly a teenager who always appear in Aliyah’s dream almost every night is herself; her forgotten real identity whose real

mother died when he is a

care of him he wanders in the city

found Atif wandering

abandoned by his mother’s friend when his

for nothing and just a burden so she cast away Atif out of

Haya gave him food.

They became friends.

visited Atif on the place where he

wait Haya outside of one of the fast food in

sheltering himself at

bring Atif up where he

save Atif from

Atif to

is the best friend of

his promise to his best friend Alem, the father of

he will find Alem’s son

and no other heir of his possession aside from his long lost son Atif. Alem died without seeing his son Atif so Haris as his best friend

Haya when she found Atif

a daughter of Gil who is the son of

knew Haris because of

Amila told Haya who is the real father of Atif

the mother

cancer and left Atif in his young

Amila because Amila is their

got a chance to asked help from Haya to look after his son when they accidentally met

Haya did what Amila

care of his

Haya decide to bring Atif to where he really

the care of Haris when he is a

suddenly ends their friendship and communication because she was

will soon became a billionaire because he will inherit all the

not a beggar

had a family if Haris adopt him as a

or later he will

would happen Atif will forget her, rejected her, end their friendship,