The Lycan King

Avalyn

I sat aside like a?useless pet?and had seen a lot of my loved ones die but not anymore.

I saw two big cars coming coming and after three more shots, it went dead silent. I still didn't move, I was not sure what happened. My heart was beating so fast that I could hear it. I tried to calm myself but it was of no use, I just wanted Master safe, I wanted him alive. Tears formed in my eyes at the thought of something happening to him, at the thought of never seeing him again. I brushed them away, not wanting them to blur my vision. This is not the time to cry!

I couldn't see anything from my position when I heard the car two cars start. I prepared myself to shoot again if anyone came near me but I saw Master walking down the road, towards me, without hiding from the car and I knew they were his men. Everything was done, he was safe. I quickly stood up from behind the car and ran towards Master and jumped on him, hugging him to me. He had caught me and now my legs were around his waist and his arms tight around me. I sobbed in his neck.

"Everything is fine now, my Love, you are safe." He whispered softly in my ear. I shook my head in his neck, he had got it all wrong!

"I thought that something would have happened to?you, I was?so?scared for you." I whispered.

I didn't care what happened to me, a little pain didn't bother me anymore, I am used to it. Sometimes I even welcome it, it meant I was still alive, I could feel things and I was not just a play thing meant for others to use. His told tightened at my confession.

"I'm so happy that you are alright." I told him as he set me down.

"Why did you get out of the car when I specifically told you not to?" He asked me softly but I could hear the anger hidden underneath it.

"There are two people there, they were trying to shoot you so I shot them. One is dead and the other is....mutilated." I said for a better word and then pointed towards the alley. Then the reality settled in that I hurt two people, I shot two people, I killed a person! I eyes watered again.

Master's eyes fogged over for a second before I saw men get down from the cars and go there, then his eyes were on me, he was looking at me in awe.

"You did an amazing job,?Moya Lyubov. I don't want you to feel bad for those people. In our world, its kill or get killed. So do not feel guilty for hurting him or killing them, because they don't give a second thought before doing the same to innocents." He said whispering the last part while caressing my hair. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, they were the?his?men. Nikolai didn't tell me but I just?knew. I wiped the remaining tears and nodded at Nikolai.

"Let's go home Ava." Nikolai said, opening my door for me. I got in and started putting everything back in the briefcase and put it in its place while Nikolai started the car.

There was one car in front of us and one car behind us as we drove home.

"I'm sorry that this spoiled our night." He sighed.

"It was still the one of the best nights I've ever had." I smiled at him.

"One of them? What are the others?" He asked smirking.

"The ones with you." I blushed and he chuckled.

How easily we went from serious to joking...

still angry that you got out of the car." He said

reason may be, I didn't do as he said and I

getting shot Ava, but what I can't bare is you getting hurt,

myself. I could have shot them from the car if I had used my mind and just rolled down the windows a bit, I risked my life and disobeyed him, worried him. I should have thought

his judgment but I still disappointed him. There were times when I wanted a punishment, to feel the burn for my transgressions so that I would do better next time. He was not like the Emilio?who would beat me raw and didn't stop even if I safe worded. Nikolai was my saviour and cared for me. I wanted him to

yet desperately, I

said, his hands clenching the steering wheel so hard

won't hurt me, I trust you, I want you to help me correct my transgressions, if it hurts me to do so, I can take it. I'm not a fragile little girl.

to do, if I wasn't used to

my home when I was already a pet for Emilio. She was older and was Emmanuel's pet. She was so nice to me, she

remember her parting words as if she had told it

I could escape and go back but I can't live like this anymore. I'm

smiled at her, not understanding what she was saying. She didn't reply and

guard's holster but she did

was taken away from me and I felt empty after that. The pain was what made me feel alive, it was what stopped me from becoming a hollow shell of a person.

heard Master say, he had already opened my door for me. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't

that Ava." Nikolai whispered to me as I got off,

hurt, if becoming better comes with pain, then give

want to us to sleep

saw Andrei, Vladimir and Dimitri get out of the car and a few men who brought out two men. One

be okay." I nodded at him. He

upstairs and Andrei joined

you okay?"

just tired."

I stopped, I didn't want to sleep alone tonight. I went towards Sofiya room and opened it. She turned when she heard the door open. Seeing my teary state, she didn't say anything, just opened her arms and I lied down besides

my entire past, about me and Master- sparing the intimate details, and then trying the normal relationship and how I didn't like it. She cried with

Nikolai

her but I knew it was the right thing. She needed to realise that as much as I loved dominating her, having her do as I pleased, as much as it turned me on, it was her life and she

piece of shit who beat her for his enjoyment, made her

she is an angel who is meant to fly and hell would freeze over before I would let her be used again

to Ava and sleep with her in

so good, I knew it was not the first time she had seen someone get killed before, you can't live a life like ours and not

why you were following me." I asked standing up and going towards

chair, motioning Vladimir to go ahead. He picked up a