Brenda's POV

I left the sit room because I was almost on the verge on killing everyone in there. My Mate was all thing on my mind I couldn't think of anything else . No trace of alpha lex and his pack nothing they just vanish from this world. Something doesn't make sense here, everytime we got a tip off then it is just a dead end. Someone here must be working with them that's why it's impossible for us to reach them. I need to find her and I need to find her soon.

My inner animal is agitated since this morning ,she isn't talking with me .I can see her in my mind sitting with her back towards me. Nothing seems right, I wasn't feeling good. I can't get through mindlinking with Lucia something was definitely wrong. I can still feel her but why can't I get through to her, it's been days since I have heard from her either.

I couldn't sit nor stand still everything was dark ,everything seems dark. darkness was following me since my Mate left me. Day by day I'm losing my mind and I can't control the feeling and craving of killing everyone. I was craving blood none stop since she's gone.

I sight putting my hands down on my wardrobe closing my eyes and focus on getting through to Lucia's mind....ahh oh. Something is wrong I can feel it.

"Fuck it, "i slam my fist down on my wardrobe feeling the pain in my eyes while I see stars. My head starts to hurt as I try to walk to my bed. I do not know what to feel I can't feel anything.

I took my map from my working desk and trow it open while I try to clean my mind and think straight as I move my pen down. All I could think of it's her, she is my everything, my air, my breath who will do this to her, what has she done to deserve this.

"I will kill them all, I will kill them all", I scream pushing, throwing everything on my desk down on the floor destroying my room. Which is not a room Since she is not here. I don't know what came over me but I wasn't myself it felt like she was taking over she was taking control as I move so fast breaking just everything in my way.

I can't let her out no one knows what she is capable of doing she is hurt so am I and she doesn't have mercy as I does  because I still have my instincts telling me what I'm about to do wrong and I stop before I could do anything but she won't even bothered.

"Don't, don't try to over power me, I can't let you out not now", I scream trying to fight her of.

"My Mate is hurt, she is in pain and you been stubborn. I'm not letting her be in Pain any more", she shouted back at me.

My legs felt weak as I fall down on my knees with my hands in front of me.

"Brenda darling", I heard my mother's voice calling in my mind as I try not to lost focus...

"please don't you know what happened when she saw me kill those people, what will she thinks k when she returns and we not her..", I reassure her.

"I'm doing it for her", she said growling as I can't control her anymore darkness took me over as I feel how she took control over my body.

"Why is it so hard brenda, I'm doing this for all four of us look how distant you are, look at LJ look at lucia mom's she won't forgive us when something really going to happen to her daughter",

"No, no,"I scream from the top of my lungs as I get my strength back as I over power her hearing her cry at the back of my mind..." if you really wanna try to save her then we going to do it the right way ", I growl hearing foot steps  coming closer to my room when the door burst open hearing my mother.

"Brenda honey we could hear you from down there breaking everything, ain't you happy with this room anymore? her caring and panicked voice asked.

I try to stand on my knees when a smell hit my nostrils. I look towards my door seeing the councilors, my parents and Naomi and Jacky standing here.

on my two legs looking between them,"and what is that smell? I asked, it was a Mixture smell but

is the only one who is not scared for me I also took one step closer towards seeing the councilors body's stiffened making

caresses my right cheek with her cold hand, "but you need to calm down and

her cold touch of her l hand

working and she wants blood", I growl hearing her also growl from my head. My mom close her eyes and take

spoke taking me into a hug.. "we are here for you, you know that okay", she told me as she withdraw her

know",

get yourself ready for war my

try to control myself and I try to reassure her to be calm. I sight and Change in comfortable clothes

mind with a smirk on my face she could be Lucia's guardian." she told me as I growl

vampires but Im surely not scared of her when it comes To

she is Lucia mate's", mom told her as she look from my mom

scent on you and why isn't she here with you ain't you supposed to protect her", I growl not giving her a chance to spoke as

wine cocktail and I use my speed frightened her hearing her gasped as I just caught the tray before

guard when she grabbed my ear and turn it making me whine at how hard

feeling the pain..."I'm sorry I'm really thirsty I didn't really know it,

darling will you please show this lady where's the guest bathroom is and also get Clean clothes for her she stinks", I told her looking at her

my room please and get new things and new clothes for my Mate. I got a feeling that I will kill everyone who has a hand in kidnapping my Mate and brought her back home soon, I don't want her to enter into old memories", I told her as she smiles down at me. I took another glass and sit on the spot where the angel woman have sat and

drinking on my

better be careful with that", father told me pointing down at the

him looking at everyone my eyes landed on some people. My hole body froze which

now", I growl breaking the glass in my hand feeling the broken glass crash through my fingers and hand as I still press it and

but what's wrong with you? my

me Mr Rox? I asked one of the councilors the one who is

mrs swartz it's fine", he spoke looking at me with his Grey eyes and Grey hair. He is old very old,and maybe too powerful he could have killed me by now but I don't think he has that power to over take my shadow that has him

blood to spill", I spoke. I look towards the door seeing LJ and the angel walking down the stairs smiling and talking with each other. She smiled when she saw me as she run towards me making

take us to mommy Lucia", I heard her told me with so much excitement

you? I asked her

LJ.

I don't care okay where's my Mate? I asked her as she look hurt by my out Burts seeing my

making me more angry, "what did you do to her, why is

on

darling? my father asked this time as I sat down with LJ still in my

not guit sure about the places down here but there's a lot of trains old trains down there in a forest", She told us while my mother

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