Their End, My Beginning

*Ryder’s POV

“What you forgive me?” I asked her again not believing what she just said.

She holds my face in both her hands. I close my eyes and lean into her hands relishing in the feeling that her touch gave me.

“Yes. I. Forgive. You.” She said with kisses on my eyelids after each word.

I didn’t open my eyes instead I closed them more tightly to hold my tears back. I was happy, overjoyed and relieved that she forgave me. So relieved that made me want to cry. She sensing my need to cry hugs me and I keep my head on her chest to which she didn’t have any complains and she pulled both of us back so that she was sitting with her back to the headboard and held me tightly with her face on my hair.

“I love you. So much. That it hurts to not forgive you. What you did was stupid but I can’t hold your past against you instead I can help you to overcome the guilt you have for what you have done.” She said without breaking the way we were sitting.

“I am sorry.” I said and felt tears rolling down my cheeks.

my arms. God I am such a cry baby but I

I never attended nor did I visit their graves. I think all that cold mask I have put up for 3 years is finally broken and that is taking a toll on me that

hurt and I started to shift she pulled us both down to lay on the bed with my face on her chest and I don’t know when we fell asleep but I was pretty exhausted after

didn’t have to go to office. I laid down without moving so that I wont wake her up. By now the fever

is around her waist, and looked at her sleeping

pushed her off the slide and was mocking her. I had this sudden urge to protect her and defend her so I went and pushed the boy back with such a force that he fell on the ground and went to her to pick her up from the floor. While I was dusting off her dress the bully pushed me down and I felt very angry because the boy dared to pick a fight with me.

as I was one such bad naughty boy. And suddenly I noticed her looking at a particular direction and when I looked at that direction, I found a girl with a cupcake in her hands which made me smile because I found her weakness and said I will get the cupcake for her but she ran off before I could say anything else. Long gone was the crying Kat the next thing I saw was Kat fighting with the girl, the latter holding her cupcake behind her back. I too ran off in that direction to take Kat from

to that memory that I

smile so big in the morning. Dream?” She asked to which I nodded.

to which she furrowed her eyebrows. I explained

crying, you came as my knight in the shining armour, me fighting with

morning.” She said