Together Forever

Warning: The following chapter contains a lot of swearing, mild violence, and self harm. So my pretty angels, if you are not comfortable with these things, you shouldn't waste your precious time here.

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Ethan's POV

Since when I started to change?

Since when did I begin to behave like this?

Definitely, she is beautiful, utterly beautiful. But she isn't the only one. I have seen a lot of beautiful girls in my life. I always thought they are a bundle of attraction. If I was attracted to any girl, just one night and the chapter closed. That's how my life has been going so far and I was totally fine with it. Badboy hasn't been my title for nothing.

Then in her case, why isn't all the same?

Just why?

What magic those blue-greenish eyes hold that made me rooted to the spot the first time I stared into them? The way she was looking at me, the way her eyes were blinking, Why did I forget how to breathe?

Being near her makes me forget everything, I don't have any control when she is around me. Just a few days' acquaintance but seems like forever... Why?

A question with no answer

But one thing is for sure; it's not an attraction. It can't be. Attraction doesn't make someone feel like this. I don't know what this is. How could I say if I have never had this kind of feeling ever?

The first time I saw her, I knew she was different but I couldn't understand she was this different until now when seeing her with that guy, making me feel like to crash down everything.

If it was just a fucking attraction, I wouldn't want to rip that hand off of him which is touching her.

She lied to me.

She fucking lied to me.

She told me she was sick and I believed that. I came to see her. I was worrying for her what I don't do for anyone. And here she is talking to her boyfriend?

That day she lied to me but now can she deny that he is not her boyfriend?

But...

Why do I care?

Did I ever care which girl has a boyfriend and which one doesn't? Did I ever give a fuck about this stupid stuff? No.

God! Every freaking thing is different when it comes to her.

But whatever the thing is behind all of this, the one thing I know at this moment is that...

It hurts

hurting seeing

unknown reasons, it just doesn't

anything I

No

not

I. am. not.

watch them both staring at

facing me. She slowly turns around and when our eyes meet, I see her face has turned pale. Her

hell of a fact. No matter how much of an awkward situation you are in, the

collects herself from the shock and forces a smile turning to Nick. Let's

partner." She says with a nervous smile and Nick nods confusedly, coming

genuine smile and holds out his

handshake, I want

he... he

at

my uncontrollable need to murder this stupid in front of me, I reach my hand

"Hello, Mr..."

Nice to meet you by the

not nice

Glad to

Do you know

I

"Oh, I see."

fake a smile and move towards Evelyn as her face turns

her, "So why are you still here? You said you were not feeling

"I... Actually...uh..."

asks as

much. Just a

me when I asked you. Now let's go home." He says as

eyes snap at their entwined hands. Evelyn too watches that

feeling like I

and it feels like some burdens have been placed in my chest. Never in my life, I met

started to

that day, she entered

started to change, unaware

too. But I don't see her with the same eyes I see

isn't like them. She is

smiles, and everything. I don't even know how time passes when