Touching the Heart of Ace

I missed my big baby. I sniffled.

I missed hugging him so much.

I missed him pressed on my chest.

I missed his voice and his naughty hands.

I missed his steel grey eyes.

It was four in the morning. No matter how hard I tried I could not keep him out of mind especially when I was alone.

I dreamt of him, again.

I dreamt of us, again.

There was no more him, there was no more us.

But...

Jason really thought us talking would solve the problem.

What was there to talk?

He made his ??wife?? pregnant.

Even if we ever got to talking, she would still be pregnant.

I could ask him to leave her and be mine.

What if he said he would never leave her? I would be in hell of a pain.

But what if he would leave her, his pregnant wife, because I asked? I would be devastated to the point I would rather die.

An innocent baby who had not even born yet, and I was stealing the most important person in his life.

I sobbed.

Why was I in so much pain? Where did my anger go? Where did my determination to destroy him to ashes go?

I just missed him, so much.

If I ever got to be his again, I would not be able to pull away one more time.

I knew it.

could be away from him this

did not want to compete against his

if given a

Yes, I would.

Because I had.

what happened

wife started a beauty clinic with the financial help of my mom. Mom was ecstatic that she was finally doing something that could be good

against it and

was given as a

and there

??the husband?? needed to

What did I do?

every trick in my

the weekend with me

his

dirty last night but I was irked he was

he would get in big trouble with my mom if he

him naked and

feel his stare

gently stretched my leg to the blanket and hooked it on my toes and tried to cover myself

on me before I could execute all

that I wanted to

??begged?? him that I was

??reminded?? him of

??told?? him that he

him

He did not leave.

not twice until I made sure the flight

were other ways for him to leave,

from my ecstasy but I fought my body??s need to rest some

he left the bed, I got

mid-thigh and slipped off my shoulders, that showed every love

could drive him crazier than fucking me, it was seeing me wrecked, after

followed him to the balcony, wincing with each

the beautiful rising sun behind

frustrated for so long that a brush of wind would snap his

rolled my eyes. I wanted to

a predator in hunt. When he reached me to pick me

??Gently. I am sore.??

hearing that I

my sweat shirt and touched the naked flesh, I