Touching the Heart of Ace

I sobbed hard onto my knees.

Why was I like this? Why was he like this? What was I thinking?

I wished everything was a dream. And when I woke up, I was away from him and he was with his family.

??I am with my family. I am home. You are my home.?? I sobbed harder. He was so cruel, lying right on my face, so he could... and I let him.

The pain on my body was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I hated this.

Why couldn??t I love Tristian? He was sweet, kind and considerate, but my stupid heart wanted the one who was playing me like a puppet.

??Look at this baby. You want me so much.?? Sometime in the midst of our coupling he had stopped thrusting but I was seeking the pleasure on my own and he rubbed that on my face, asking me to scream his name if wanted more. I did!

I was so pathetic.

He even used my body when I passed out, because when I woke up he was still moving inside me.

He was praying every time he was thrusting. Whispering my name over and over again, as if he could not believe it was indeed me who was writhing under him.

The man was passed out beside me.

Tired, sated and victorious.

I was broken down to pieces. He would not care about that. He would not care that I had to endure this alone. He wanted me and he got me. No, I handed myself to him, didn??t I?

I swallowed my next sob when I felt movement beside me. I rubbed my tears away. I was not going to show how pathetic I truly was. I was not going give him that satisfaction of my humiliation.

Wetness dragged from the curve of mounds to my vertebrae. His tongue slowly tracing its path to the back of my neck, leaving tiny brushes of his lips as kisses. His warm breath fanned on my ears.

??You were so incredible, gorgeous.?? He rubbed his lips on my cheek slowly making its way to my lips. I turned my face away but he coiled his hand around my neck and his palm shifted my face to him and he took it.

He took the kiss like he owned my lips.

??I hope you are not so sore. Because, thinking about what we did before makes me want to do it again. So, fucking incredible. So tight, so warm. I could...??

His words were interrupted by his phone. He ignored it in favour of biting my flesh again but the person on the phone was persistent. ??I want to be inside you for ever and ever. I love it when you milk me. So tempting and alluring. Your tiny buds begging me to give the pain they deserve. It should be illegal to be this sensual. You make me crazy. Crazy with need. One more ti...??

What if it was his...?

I swallowed the pain pushing in my throat.

Another ring.

He sighed and searched among the mess we made, picking his jacket from the desk and answering the call.

??I am busy... where do you think? Yup... I have to go... Make it five.?? He winked at me. ??Do I ever joke?... How?... I will be there... Better yet, pick me up from here in ten. Yes, Nick. That is not an option. He means the life to me.?? He hung up the call.

??I am so sorry, Angel. I have to go. I hate leaving you, I haven??t even seen you properly yet.??

His eyes clouded with lust at my vulnerability. The blanket I was draped on my knees made a tent in front of my body and he did not like it. I was not comfortable in nudity as he was. He always found it amusing.

??You have nothing to hide from me. You are so gorgeous you make my blood boil.?? He licked his lips and yanked away the blanket, his eyes greedily taking in my already abused body.

I blinked away the tears. How could he treat me like this? Was I just a thing for everyone?

His hands rubbed and squeezed my flesh making it red.

Then he hugged me; I was the most precious person in his life, which was funny.

Lie.

Fucking lie.

??I don??t want to go. I just got you back. I want to spend every second with you.??

He was kissing me, with lips, tongue and teeth.

??When your boyfriend comes, don??t bother lying. He would know you are thoroughly fucked to the inch of your life.??

His smile turning sinister. He pushed me on my chest and the hold I had on my knees broke and I had to support my body on my elbows.

I was vulnerable with my knees bent and parted. He was enjoying my misery.

??Mine.?? He covered my soft member with mouth and played it with his tongue.

??Mine.?? Weighing my twin spheres, gently holding them with his teeth, marking his claim.

??Mine.?? The he took a huge swipe across my sore opening making me wince.

??Mine. You are mine. Then again you know it, don??t you? Keeping yourself safe and sacred for me to ravish. That idiot can rot in hell; you are only for me. Your precious hole wants only me.??

Shame filled every pore of my body. How did he know I was not touched by anyone else? Did he think I was fucking loser? I did not stop the stray tear that left my eye.

His phone rang again making him grunt in annoyance. He got dressed covering every hickey I had left on him.

I was pathetic. I refused to acknowledge that I was indeed a slut. I... deserved everything I was going through. No wonder he treated me like a whore; I was one.

I was confused when he took the chair and placed it under the lamp above the window. He stood on it and pulled out a... camera?

Was he recording... was he fucking recording us?

He was recording my being...

Every cell of my body froze under realization. He recorded us. What was he going to do with it? Was he going to destroy me? I shivered.

Horror gripping my heart.

??If someone needs to hear you screaming my name to believe.?? He had the audacity to be smug.

When another call came, he merely received the message, frowning and hung up the call.

Was it his...

as if I was annoying

you put

Rage!

I was seeing red!

I put myself into? I did this to myself? How dare he? I

??YOU, BASTARD. FUCK YOU.??

but I was nowhere close to him in strength. He twisted me around and around making my head spin, tucked my head under his chin, squeezed my cheeks and forcefully thrusted his tongue inside and did the literal ??fuck you??

clear. I was the one who was fucked. I was

my ears. ??Be my adorable kitten, Angel. I will be back in a

bed, gave

Just like that!

I screamed.

horror, pain and

my pillow out of the frustration

I fucking

??I HATE YOU.??

hated him so

for making me

that I still

that I was more worried about the bags under his eyes than the

??I HATE YOU ROBBIE.??

you so

eyes were stinging. I screamed till my throat was

big baby so

thinking

he with

he looking

since but I still felt him in the

sicko, man!?? Rupert announced after arranging

some ridiculous solution

down in one go and spilling half

crash in here. I cannot think of moving my

thankful even

Good riddance! Do you have anything to do

groaned into

They laughed.

it is funny. Now we don??t feel bad to mooch you off your lunch... and dinner...

??No.??

not have to. Robbie came to know

freshman issue was the only incident the college knew of, but

his homophobic sons, he lost his house because there was some disperency in his mortgage, the

Robbie was feeling guilty because he was the

students still thought it was my doing but the kid, Martin was

Ding.

Done.

was a text

hiding again. What else could I do? I blinked

crying? Man, I

Dust on my

you should clean

he would find me here. If he tried to contact Ned,

to tell you. Please

looked from Ned to Rupert to Ned back to

??What???

them and this was

??We are boyfriends.??

sec... Wait. WHAT!!!

lately, so we thought we kind of wait but now, you are moving in here and I am moving in with Ru, we kind of want to tell you now, are you kind of angry? Don??t be angry

??NO!!!??

don??t

??NO!!!??

I THOUGHT WE WERE

??NO!!!??

should breathe.?? Rupert slowly rubbed his hands on Ned??s back. ??David

Ru... he...?? Rupert quickly kissed his lips and shut him up. I had

am not angry at you for not telling me right away. I am gay too Ned, of course, I would approve.

??Pay up.??

have been angry for few days, you

wallet and payed Rupert

men friends in

it

would not mind us in a relationship. Of course he had to bet on his ass, but

??Shuddup, Ru.??

chuckled, it

am not gay.

I am glad.?? Rupert nuzzled into his

felt so empty? I rubbed the

the sheets if you leave.?? I wiggled my forefinger at them but they were far too gone to notice my

I

me to add extra time. The dance practise was of course so brutal, but I was getting the hang of

one without too much white

after practise but it was emptier than usual. The cashier recognized

was the strawberry

was delicious George, but the strawberry cake was not for me. It was for my friends. They both licked the

he always

am not supposed to say this, but there is a man waiting for you. Boss lady told me I am to leave after seeing you. But... what if

??Who???

??Me.??

I turned around.

There he was!

Gorgeous, tired and sad.