Undeniable Attraction

Chapter 32

"Hey babe, do you need help with anything?" Kel asked sneaking behind me kissing me on the cheek.

"No, I'm almost done," I answered smiling.

I was making dinner for us on Sunday night, Evie was at home and we felt like a real family. Throughout the week we spent time bonding. After dinner, we snuggled on the couch to watch a movie. We were sharing a blanket and munching popcorn. I rested my head on his shoulder while carrying Evie, he had his hand around my waist leaning in on me. It was like a family night and it made me wonder how we would have been if I had told him if we hadn't broken up. Evie would have had the chance to grow up with her father and Kel would have been there for us. Since Kel and I kissed and we've been on a good note I've been feeling guilty. I wanted to tell him but I didn't want him to go back to hating me. I couldn't concentrate on the movie and kept on thinking of how I'd tell them.

Soon enough the movie ended and I took Evie to her room.

"Mummy can I ask you something please. Promise me you'd do it." she pleaded.

"I don't know if it's something I can do I will," I promise

"Great. I want to meet daddy on my birthday." she requested.

Her birthday was two months from now. I had enough time to tell them. Poor girl doesn't know she sees her dad every day.

"Would you do it for me mummy?" she asked nervously

I sighed before answering. I was bound to tell them anyway. "I will."

"Thank you, mummy. I love you." she excitedly said hugging me.

"I love you too Evie," I said smiling. "You'd have to promise me that you won't hate me or your daddy when you find out."

"I can't hate you mummy but I hate daddy. He doesn't care about us. He didn't visit us once, not even on my birthday." she was crying now and I was.

"Oh, Evie it's not like that."

"I don't care. I just want to tell him what a horrible father he is. I'd rather have Kel as my daddy. " she said and I just broke down. This was an opening to tell her but I just couldn't say the words.

"So you like Kel now? " I asked instead

"Yes, I like him now but not the way you like him," she said and I nearly laughed. How does she even know I like him when I don't know yet?

"You can't hate Kel right?" I asked

"Only if he hurts and leaves mummy," she said and I smiled a little. I just hope she doesn't hate both of us.

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we going? " I asked

"It's a surprise," he

huffed preparing I and Evie's bag

from work by 4 and he told me to prepare our things for a trip, I've been asking him where our destination was but he refused to

someone beautiful and we're the only ones in it." Evie exclaimed and

because it's for Kel," I

ride by five and mine was at 23. She could have been on a plane earlier

you're still not going to tell me where we're going to? " I asked

"No matter how many times you ask I wouldn't," he replied with a

you can tell me? " Evie asked

Evie fell asleep and

we going on this trip?" I inquired

I couldn't be happy, at least not yet. He still doesn't know anything and when he

what's bothering you?" he asked with a genuine

we kissed and have been on talking terms all I feel is guilt and sadness. I felt like I didn't deserve

he pleaded holding my face making me look up

the little tears away, his thumb gently brushing

what's wrong?" he asked

"It's nothing important,

if it got you crying and I'm worried already. Did I do something?" he sounded so

Kel don't push it." I slowly said. He didn't look convinced but

me but if you ever need someone to talk to don't search too far because I'm here Shayan, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for

so genuine, I couldn't keep the tears from falling. How did we even get to this point? They're going to hate me, I badly wanted

I... We... " I started, I planned on telling him once and for all.

putting his fingers on my lips. "Don't rush it, tell me when you're comfortable, I'm not

from his grip and he just stared at

said you'd give me a chance, I haven't done anything wrong that I know of, so why? "

"It's not you,

he said letting

with Kel, I can't have anything with you not until I've settled some things. There's no point in this when I know you're still going to

hate you Shayan,"

worked. Whatever you're dealing with let's deal with it together." He said almost

you'd leave me again. It's not a difficult task for you." I don't even know where this anger was coming

five years what makes you think I'd hate you

you did, it's always going to be in my memory. I hate you for everything you did Kel and I can't

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