We Have a Secret That No One Must Know

Hurt...

I felt hurt.

I laid in my bed pondering the words that my father had just said.

'We can't have sex, we can't kiss each other on the lips, and we can't flirt with one another'.

Each time those words repeated themselves in my mind, I felt a few drops of tears release from my eyes.

I didn't want the relationship that me and my father just started to already end! What we were building together felt good. It felt right. I loved every second of it.

Why can't he be both to me? A father and a lover. Why must he only be one?!

I buried my face into my pillow and screamed.

I was so frustrated!

I cried myself to sleep no longer wanting to stay awake to deal with the pain.

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When I woke up it was dark outside.

I checked the time on my phone to see that it was 10:30.

"Damn, I really slept for over 8 hours?!" I said aloud to myself with disbelief.

I got up to go downstairs and get myself a cup of water.

I was parched.

At first I was confused as to why my throat felt so dry, but then I remembered.

I remembered how I had been crying and what had caused me to cry.

I tried to keep my emotions at bay. I told myself that I was just gonna have to accept things for how they were.

When I got downstairs I walked towards the cabinet in the kitchen that held the cups. I took one out and proceeded to pour myself some water.

I took a sip feeling relieved once the cool sensation went down my throat, helping to loosen it up a bit from how sore it felt from crying.

When I finished drinking my water I decided that I wanted some more.

As the cup was filling up I heard a sound come from the living room.

It sounded like a groan.

I turned off the water feeling scared, and decided that I better get to my room quickly, before whatever it was that made that sound got me.

As I was walking back to the staircase I started to see a figure approaching me.

Before my brain could even register what to do, the figure and I collided into each other.

The water that I was carrying splashed on to the both of us.

I soon realized that the figure was my father!

We both look at each other with sad and questioning eyes.

was the first

what are you

that he had just woken up too as you could hear the sleep in

sent shivers up my spine.

feel myself

up getting water.... what are you doing up this late? And why are you sleeping in

sleep

and when they did it was never to point of him getting kicked out

energy to bring myself to bed, and I'm just up getting water... like

growing with each

day, and we also knew that we had to talk to each other if we wanted to feel any

starting to come back as I thought about everything

pain in his face which told me that he didn't want what we had to

gather up enough strength to talk to him in

don't want to stop. I can see it all

be ruining any and all relationships that we

see the different and conflicting

me as a lover but he just wasn't

it's

you're telling me, that loving

all" he said with reassurance in his

of my shoulders and looked deeply into

and I will never stop loving

I want to continue our new relationship, I loved every second of it... but it's just not something that

I argued back not understanding what the

find out what we did both our

find out if we're careful, and keep it a secret

brought my hand up to his face

as he visibly relaxed from my

he removed his hands from

me in close to his chest and I

lot of trouble one of these days

he was gonna go along with

and brought my lips to his. To my enjoyment he kissed back with just as much passion and greed

continued to kiss one another until our bodies felt

carried me over

wet from the water. So we instantly removed

had was from the kitchen,

lack of light only added to experience.

back as I felt him climb on top

kissed my neck and slowly trailed his way down to

were stiff from arousal just waiting to

on to

everything in me to contain my

he felt that he had

kisses down the center of my body that left me feeling light headed until

slow with his

me making sure that I

his face and he

removed his head from my pussy only for it to be replaced by another head. A really stiff,

kissed me tenderly as he positioned himself at the entrance

beat out my chest with how much pleasure I was experiencing and how