Chapter 136
He sneered again as pain crept upon his face. “You don’t understand!”
But I did. For someone who had darkness and loneliness in their heart, they wouldn’t hold on to the sunlight even if the sun came. He couldn’t let me go not because of love, but because he felt that I would be the same as Grandma. We would never chase him away no matter how despicable he was. The house in R Province would forever be his home.
He had no sense of belonging, and that was why he was lonely.
Sensing a cold gaze, I could not help but turn around to see Ashton staring at the two of us by the doorway.
I took my hand back and kept a distance away from John. It had been an instinctive move; I knew it was meaningless for me to do that, for John might not even care about it.
However, it was already a habit I could not get rid of.
Looking at John, I muttered, “Go back. I’ve buried Grandma at Hillcrest Cemetery. If you miss her, go visit her there.”
After finishing his words, I noticed that all emotions were gone from his face except for a tinge of loneliness.
“John, things that had gone by can only stay in the past. We can’t turn back the time. We can only move forward. If we keep turning back to look at our memories, we’ll only feel sorrowful, and we’ll never be able to do anything else.”
After Grandma passed on, I never returned to the house at R Province. I knew from then on, I was all by myself in this world.
I was a leaf with no roots. No matter how much I struggled, at the end of the day, someone would pick me up from the ground and throw me into the bin.
no glance at
livelier. Mrs. Eriksen looked much wearier than the last time I saw her.
she sighed, “I’m glad the two of you are back
anyone, to begin with, and now, I was even starting to feel
followed me, but I said nothing to him. All I did was climb onto the bed and shut my eyes, prepared
or even lose his temper, but he
the bed sink in.
even breathing traveled into my
sound.
was just an afternoon nap, so I woke about an hour later.
still,
now looked at him like
a sudden, his eyes flew open, and we locked eyes as
his hand to tuck the stray strands of
uncomfortable by his silent staring, so I cleared my throat. Supporting myself up with my elbow and about to leave the bed when he held me down. He raised a brow and queried, “Where are
out of the bed.” I moved again but he held my body down
I huffed, “Ashton, let go of
words. He pressed me onto the bed and his hand slid to my stomach. I was five months pregnant now,
baby in the stomach, a bright smile grew on his face. He exclaimed,
could not help but chuckle, “Yes. I want
sitting position while leaning onto the headboard. Gesturing for me not to move, he then placed his ear