Why did she " Divorce Me "

Amoli's Pov. :-

I am very angry and I'm in the kitchen right now, and cooking food for the guest that came my home .

' he is not a guest but a ghost ' my brain hissed in my head with sarcasm dripping down from its words .

Ufff I want to kill him but can't..... want to put poison in his food but can't..... Feeling like to cry on my helpless but can't... because if I do so than my panda will also accompany me in the cry .

I completely forgot to breathe when I saw my panda in captivity of that demon .

Right now she is sitting on the kitchen Iceland in indian style (crossing her legs) and hand under her cheeks and chin.

I take her hands in my hands and kissed them , my this action make her to look at me....

" Moo I am scared, what if he do something to me, you or anyone in our family......wha.." I put my palm on her mouth to stop her talking further

" Do you remember when you first went to school, how happy you were, but when you came home from school you were so sad and scared that you were not ready for going to school the next morning ......

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After that, when we asked you why you do not want to go to school ?, then you told that the school teacher don't likes you....

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because you saw her doing bad things  with school gate guard and she beat you with the threat that she will repeat her beating treatment  if you again came infront of her or open your mouth infront of anyone...........then do you remember what papa said you on that time ...hmmm tell me if you remember it "

" Yes I remember it ..papa said that never means never put your self-respect ,  self confidence down if you are right be bold , strong , be confidential don't be scared or afraid from anyone.

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whatever is the situation ,  whoever is the person who is against you ...if you're right and you haven't done anything wrong than no one can harm you not even your single hair

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And always believe on yourself and be strong minded

And papa won't let anyone harm us ....he will always stay with us"

" Than tell me one thing why are you afraid of him ...

Did we did anything wrong to him ?....hmmm

No ... right ....

So cheer up my panda you're a superkiddo.....who save me today from the slap.... " I said kissing her cheeks and then gave her a long and tight hug...

" Ohhhh yaa yaa I am the superkiddo who will break his teeth if he try to do anything wrong with you ,me and anyone in our family........

Moo just imagine him without tooth in his mouth ... hahahahaha he is looking totally hilarious in my imagination......" She said while laughing hard and I also accompany her ...

" Okay now I am going to give them tea ..you want to come with me " I asked her holding Trey in my hands

" No you go I don't want to go .....right now I am very...veryyyyy...verrryyyyyyy.....busy .... hahahahaha killing that monster in my mind...so don't disturb me okay ..

Let me concentrate on it .....sshhhh " she said with happy face and atlast sshhed me.

Hahahaha I laughed and rubbed her hairs with my one hand and said " you will never change...drama queen "

I went to living hall with confidence and also with ' I am not afraid of him ' look but all went not  went ... it's run like it's ass on fire... out of the window .....when I saw that he is eating me with his dangerous eyes.

I lowered my eyes and put the Trey on the table and started to make tea for everyone according their preference ..

I am feeling like someone is burning me or I am standing in the middle of the fire..... because that monster is staring at me continuosly , my body started to shake but I controlled myself...

" W..hat kin..d.d of tea wo..uld you like " i lisp , no matter how much I tried not to ..huff

I didn't looked at him because I know he will again give me evidence of his shamelessness my giving me wink or doing something shameful...

Disgusting person ..

" Strong plain black tea  without sugar " he said in his cold and dominating voice .

I made the tea as he like and pass the cup to my brother to give it to him because I don't want to give him any chance to touch me again .....

Yes I am afraid of him.....this indefinite fear which is I am feeling around him gives me scary shiver that he will destroy me , my life and happiness....if I come in his way.

I still can feel that chill which ran throughout my whole body when my hand had touched his......

my body again shivered by reminding that memory , all my body hairs get active which shows my fear in my mind and body.

I came from there and started to make dinner for everyone , maa also with me helping me...

the dinner table ....and my panda she

...she is still imagining his

on the their respective chairs except the guest plus

both are sitting on head chair opposite to eachother and their

panda is sitting beside my grandma while my

stated to serve them

Where is Varun ? " my dada ji asked

attending a phonecall " my papa

also came and set on the seat beside

food to

I don't want to ....but I can't

suddenly I set on his beside chair with a thud

gained everyone's attention as all were seeing me with questionable

food is really delectable, delicious and amazing....I truly like it .." he said as like he didn't pulled me

is really a deftly person in covering up his bad

is a good cook....she is best in everything.." my papa said with

there

he won't let me by  placing his hand on my lap and put pressure on it so that I couldn't move ...I eyed him in

lowered my

I don't know why but unknown to me , he have a thing on me which controls me around him ... I think he does black magic that's why he is still alive after doing this to me ' I thought in

Huhh shameless lizard monster...

why are you not having your food beta (child)...why haven't you served

his hand from my lap not before squeezing my right thigh making my heartbeat

and saw that my panda is coming towards me to sit beside me

me and eyed him with

" I said to

to eat ,,talk and laugh

side waist 's lower region ...his hand was moving upward .....he have lifted my kurta at my waist region and  after roaming his index finger on my bare waist enjoying it's complete softness ....he pinched me hard and still won't leave me ...soon he

pinch turned

...my

so that no one could notice me ....and i eyed him with my teary eyes .....I am 100% sure that my face would be looking like a tomato

smiling like

got up from my seat and said " I am

fight with him ...as he is Papa's friend's son....if

it's good to shut my

clean my

? " she asked taking my

,.....hey did you arrange your school bag according to Monday's timetable .."

me

Hahahaha drama queen ...

me listening her as always school stories

my mood is good ....I am

" my

I said and after brushing our

the bed and soon sleep took us to our dream

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was feeling before ...I can't feel it

has pulled her away from

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like

face with green with little blue colour shades

because he shut me with his hand and grab my hands in

but didn't put his

of fear, anger, shame , embarrassment.....are running from

as much as it could....I saw at my left side that my panda is sleeping peacefully at the

do I will kill you .." he said and remove his hand

And..

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by a sharp knife .....I tried to shout in pain but nothing happened like it

passing second it becoming impossible for

am at the edge to

heard only by me because this monster is deaf

to bleed because I tasted copper iron taste in my mouth....while he is roaming his tongue in my

as I could to

maa....if I had told his true nature to my parents maybe I

with me .....but my breath hiccup in my throat when he put his all body weight on my body .....for me it

bre..a.the.." I said but he behave like a deaf and put his free hand inside my top and lift it till my neck ...and take my left breast out from my bra and take it in his mouth

my hands from his hand

pl..ea.se lea.ve me " I cried in

brutal way while pinching my right breast with his