Why did she " Divorce Me "

Amoli's Pov.:-

He carried me towards his bedroom... He placed me on the bed .... gently... After entering his room.

My whole body is shivering like a leaf in fear .... Fear what he is upto ?... Is he again going to do same ? Is this last day of my life ? Will I be alive if he again forced hisself on me ?.....

All the questions are running around me head ... And I feeling puking on his head while seeing him around me.

He set beside me and cleared his throat .. making me gasped in fear .

God please ... Save me ... I swallowed hard the fear which is choking my throat hard.

My neck muscles are itching by fast contraction and relaxation of it's muscles as my heartbeat is increasing with the passing minutes.

".. listen you bitch sign these divorce papers ...

If you signed them , than you will get whatever you want from me... Money , villa , car , luxury .. anything . (I frowned while listening his words and getting what he mean to say..  huh.. money is not everything , I am not some gold digger...)

..

But if you won't signed them , than you will get only pain and see the hell every day .. like you had saw yesterday and on our wedding night ...

( A soul freaking out terrified shivered ran down my spines as my brain soaked his words)

.

So , tell me are you going to sign them or not

Make a wise decision ." he said giving me divorce papers and pen in my hand to sign them.

I hold the papers in my trembling hands ... And took a deep breath to calmed my racing heart which was ready to came out by breaking my ribs.

I saw the papers .. his signature on them .... This man ... Pufff

I am still seating on the bed while he is standing beside me , a step away from me .... 

I took deep breath and gathered all the courage to speak out boldly infront of him.

" I .. I am not going to sign them , why are you so obsessed for Divorce  , can't you give a try to this marriage o"... I got cut by his slap...

*Sob*.

I hold my aching cheek with my trembling hand while half laying on the bed...

"Listen you bitch ... If you don't wanna give me divorce than okay ... Accept your all wife responsibility ..

Stop crying like a child , stop behaving like this ... (He chide on me when he saw me weeping hard )

..

You will do all house cores ,will help me to get  ready for my office , always obey me , and last not the least will please me .... your husband..." He said holding my hairs in his fist and pulled my and his face close to eachother , to merge our eyes in eachother's.

My eyes are shining in tears and asking for mercy while his are dark in rage ... Rage to kill me today.

" And what about you... Are you not going to accept your husband responsibilities .. a husband never rapes his wife , he never disrespect her , he love her , treat her equal , make her feel special - safe , make her feel safe ... Are you.. are you doing a husband's responsibilities " I said pushing him away from my body ... And hit him on his chest with my little fist.

Enough is enough I can't handle this much .. I am a human being not a thing which doesn't felt pain or hurt .

I can't handle this mantel and physical abuse and to save myself from it I have to raise my voice.

" I don't want this marriage to continue .. I just want divorce .. you should do your wife's duty because you're the one who is not ready to give me divorce....its you who want this marriage to continue

If it was in my hand than I would have gave you divorce the same night when we got married ..

..

I don't want to give a shit to this marriage .. so, why I should do a husband duty ...

I saying it clear to you ... That I am not a husband material .. I am a bad man , a devil ..

make love and plan family "

bitch ... To back off from this and sign

No .. I won't "

... Yes was running in my mouth , and over my tongue to spell out but I

don't wanna to stay in this hell showing marriage but I have to for the promise which I have given to my father.... Only for that promise I married him and enduring his this behaviour

everyday.. and don't to dare to cry or scream when I am fucking you .. If you

to me ... You rapist ! , .. you don't have right to

tell your parents about you , that you're mistreating me !" I

my terrified self shout over my

, I am not raping you .. I am your husband so , I have my right over your this body (he said while eyeing me lustly and showing

...

my parents

.. I don't

remember after complaining about me to my parents don't step in this house " I said in threating tone... And me

knows how to shut me

this .. can't you give

am your wife atleast .." he won't

is releasing his whole anger in this kiss

.

.

why I am fucking

physical pleasure from eachother " he said in hushed voice ..while resting

I forgot

after clearly understanding that he is

hit him on his face ... Which got

you got your wild energy back.."

with hand moving

! ... People do marriage not for getting physical pleasure

their love get respect in this society

their life with eachother till death do them

rights on eachother's body .. not by forcefully like.. like you . (I said showing my index finger towards him

..

, an angel .. which is a indication of their love

will understand this

a monster a

without cursing" I said and wiped my tears away with my both

shut up .. whatever" he said , ignoring whatever I

trembling terrified self) ... YES or NO ... Answer me you dimwit "

low ... So I won't get more scared while

reaching a save distance from him .. I said "

in my direction and I moved opposite to save myself and

..

  you know what ... Why I hate you ... Because of this power you

feeling small and powerless infront of her and it's irk

... *Sigh*

are some rules ... Which you have to follow .. obviously you have to because you're living in my house " he said in

what to do other

no. 1 - you're not allow to say no me to ... Whatever I asked for you to do , you will do

shitty saree .. in my this house , you only wear those clothes which I have selected for

not allowed to step out from this

of me , whether you're in extreme pain you won't weep if I am around you or I am the

... Means ..

rules which you have to follow till you're married to me , and if you brake

my breakfast at exact 7:45 am at morning so

saying me , like - look how helpless you're

came towards me and I

your body ... Is it still paining " he asked in butter filled

nod my head ... To which he snapped his fingers infront my

answers in words not by physical signs "

to do ? Why he is asking me this ?

" I said and he again took step towards me and pulled me towards himself by  pulling my saree plates and I breathe

my neck and shoulder junction to started to rub his nose and Bearded chin , which is tickling

laughed escaped from my mouth by his this behaviour