Why did she " Divorce Me "
Chapter - 32
Adhira Pov.:-
( Varun's mother )
After coming back from Varun's house ... I am seating in his bedroom which is in my father-in-law's house .
I am hurt .. no hurt is a small word to express my pain ... Actually it's killing me , my son .. Varun can do this ... How!? .
How can he steps this low , I have never thought of him to do such sins ..
It's all happened because of me ... If I had taught him good things , good manners , and haven't choose my career over him
.. than maybe ... Perhaps today he would have been a good person, a human being, and a good husband.
I have ruined my son's life by own carelessness .
I still remember .. I wanted to become a cardiologist but at the age of 19 I got married to my husband Mr. Gyan Arora ... Forcefully by my uncle aunty as there words used to rule in my family while my parents can't support me ..
Our marriage was a arranged marriage , but in the last , after trying hard not to fall for my husband ... I fall in love with him ... Completely.
And i got pregnant with Varun .... I was at my 7 month pregnancy when my lovely husband got to know about my dream ...
Why he didn't got to know about it before because ... I was quite reserved about telling about my likes or dislikes or about my opinions or about my life to anyone.
So, he support me and encourage me to make my dream come true .. but my father-in-law apposed it ..
Both my husband and father-in-law fight over my studying topic ... And end up making a deal ...
Which said ' if I passed entrance exam then only I will study another wise no ' all thanks my mother-in-law.
After the delivery ... I was selected in an government medical College by passing my exam.
On that time Varun was 4 month infant... But I have to leave the house as my college was in the other state ... Which was top second medical College in whole India.
I wanted to take him with me as he was so small but my in-laws was against it ... At that time I had made my mind on giving up my study but my husband assured me that he will take his good care .
At last I had to leave him here in this house .. with his grandparents and with his father .
I used to come house at my vacations and my that time is only for my son... Varun ...
We both used to play with his toy balls ,cars and there is a funny thing which he loved to do ....
Hahahaha.... He used to covered his eyes with his hands and started to shout ' mommy help me ... I can't see anything , it's dark here ' but he didn't removed his hands over his eyes .
See this much innocent he was but all ruined by myself ...
Although I am living my dream but there is no peace in my heart why ! ... Because I have lost the true happiness or the time when I can make a happy memories with my son ...
I forgot that ' with the time our dreams also change '...
And after giving birth to Varun my doctor becoming dream was turned into becoming a good mother of my son but I neglect it ..
How inhuman I was ... *Sob*.
Now I looked back at the time when Varun was small there is very small time which i has spend with him ... In which , I am feeling him , or caressing his sleeping face , or playing with him ... His first word was maa , his first step .. him all lovely dovely talk with his both siblings ... That's it ... No more memories .
Why ...
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It became hard when he turned 3 year old ... He used to cry for me saying ' mommy please don't leave me ... Mommy please take me with you '
*Sob*
*Sob*
*Sob*
If I had left my study then I have my innocent and pure hearted son with me ...
My son used to cry for his mother love but me .. I was blind behind my dream .. I have become a best cardiologist but I cursed my innocent son's heart under it ...
When I came back after completing my MBBS...
I hadn't visit home for 2 years because Varun usually used to cry when I had to leave the house to came back for the study
And it hurts the most seeing his crying face .
And My father-in-law had said me on that time ' If you really want to study then do your study, don't come home again and again, to make this child cry for you ... '
That's why I stop visiting home ...
After reaching home I was so shocked when I didn't found my son at home ... ... My in-laws and his father has send him to boarding school at the age of 5 ..
That's was really shocking because Varun was an apple of eye ... No one can see tears in his eyes then what happened which make them to send Varun in the boarding school .
I was so angry on them ... Even my mother-in-law didn't had any idea about it ... And both the man's didn't opened their glued mouth .
I tried to take him back to home but Varun apposed saying ' I don't want to go in that house and I am very happy here mom , go away '
shout on me with angry face and he didn't call
not sounding like a small kids words ... only his body was a kid's
their house at vacations but Varun ... He never come back house in his vacation by his own will
hostel but stopped when I again got pregnant with
emotionless but
had said in his baby voice while patting Kashvi's cheeks
last time when Varun had talked with me in his true self ... But only for
study but also took care of my
from me and the care and love which a little
also showered my all maternity on both of them while
one child really has a special and reserved place
my heart Varun has that place ...
away from me , I know he loves me , and cares about me but don't know
to boarding school , why he never talked
to put all things in a proper track but all
and love or care which a kids has in its
his eyes whenever his father or grandpa talked
pics ... He was a good child till he was 4 ... But I don't know what went wrong and all
*Sob*
he is cuddling
kashvi a lot
and Kabir like his




Varun's pic ...






each pic he is looking so cute
*Sob*...
really miss you ..
... It's all happened only because
good manners and all the good things which make us a good human being ...
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Advaith's Pov.:-
station after giving them my sister's information which they
her , everywhere ... Even at my uncle's house where
here ... Where did
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the road while looking around , in hope that dii is around and
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to get engulfed in
down to see Vahini... my little kiddo is hugging
my stomach and look down to see vahini's head is
to myself confused ... Because there is no sound is coming from her mouth
she usually cry ... Because whenever she cries ... Her crying
at her red , tears dripping wet face after forcefully braking the hug... Her face is
the queen of this house ? " I asked her while lifting her chin
anything and motioned me to carry her
I not going to carry you ... You are heavy .. ! " I said to annoy her
back comments... But
to her ' my sixth sense
... Who hurts you , tell me I will break there teeth "
made her sit on my bed ... " Now tell me what happened
face and broke down in
... Tell me why
my moo ... I want my moo back bibi (brother in Vahini language
did someone in my family told her all this or what ? ' this one question punched out in
happened why are you talking like this ... Huh ? " I asked her while Patting her
she will know than it will be
fighting ... When you left home .. I don't know what they where talking as they both where fight in there room ... But I heard
I also want my moo back , did
Babu ... Don't worry maa is worrying about dii because she has went out of country with .. hmm.. her husband " I said and last line with
" Ohhhh.. "
why maa was crying ?
because she is missing her " I
have to handle
of us ... Only if .. " I heard my father's words and I knocked on his room door .. to make him stop in
inside advaith " papa said while
in glass and gave them to drink ..
that we need to find her reather to cry
I am sorry beta .. if I had listened your words
is become crazy and will make all of us crazy with her aggressive nature " I said and tell them that Vahini was a step
papa talk more ... Discussing about where to find