You Belong To Me

I wish to die already, somehow he is gonna torture me and kill me from inside so its better for me to choose direct death , atleast it ends soon with less pain(Tears dropping from her eyes). I don't know where he went after pushing me on the bed, each second feels like a year, why can't he end me soon?...

when I was thinking about things which are about happen , Taiga came inside the room by pushing the door in anger, He was carrying a red box which was made from a very rare wood, wait I remember that box now !! How did I forget that !! ...seeing him with that box my body automatically started to tremble in fear...This can't be happening?, No. Is he that pissed off ?.I didn't expect this to happen.

He came closer and asked me,"Are you prepared?.I dont care even if you are not ".with tears in my eyes , i got down from the bed and knelt down to beg him....what am I doing? why I am begging him suddenly??..when I decided to come back ,I made myself a promise ,not to beg him again but when I saw him coming toward me with that furious look, I can't help myself but to get on my knees.

please don't do this (sobbing), I will not repeat this action again..Trust me ...please

prepare yourself didn't I??...why are you wasting my time by begging..(with anger tone)Be reasonable Disha,

to me again.. what have I done to deserve this ??...Why no God is showing mercy on me ??....Taiga came near me by gritting his, he grabbed my hair and said," I told you many times that when am asking you something, you should reply me within a second, now answer me ". I cried in pain by holding his hands expecting him to let my hair go but he was asking me answer to the same question which he asked me earlier, what is the use of answering, either way am going to be punished, seeing me spaced out again, he got irritated and pulled me up saying," If you are praying to your God to help you, forget it .No one is coming to save you when am around.....i am giving you a

remember this I will always try to run from you, I won't stop until I leave you forever"...I don't regret what I said, even if he decided to kill me ,I am really happy to die.... I looked up