You Saved Me Once Book 1

A couple of weeks passed, spring break was coming up. It gets bad for the Richards and Bartley’s around this time. Not that I will be seeing the Bartley’s any time soon.

After the restaurant date, everyone was distant. Rochelle wasn’t responding to my texts. Hayes was MIA, all around. Jeff was still sick.

I now stay cooped in my room, avoiding too much. The weather put me in another state, it felt like it encouraged me to feel blue, grey, mute, and sad.

The lies, secrets, and memories flood my mind so much, I feel too guilty to even go downstairs. I know that if I do, I’ll see her bedroom. I know it’ll make me cry.

I just got out of the shower, water from my hair drips on my toes. I stand in the upstairs hallway, wrapped in a towel.

“Jake bring me the ice cream!” I shout.

One of the only reasons I come out of my room.

“We’re out. You ate it all, pig.” I can hear his laugh from the kitch-en. At least he was happier than me.

I go back into my room. I drop my towel and see the habit start to consume me, again.

Ice cream helped, all I needed was ice cream.

I brush my wet hair, put on sweat pants, and an oversized hoodie to keep me warm.

I tug my hair behind my head to stop the water from dripping onto my pants. The water soaks my grey hoodie.

feet touch the cold tiles, when

dressed enough for me to know, that

see

you.”

hate you.” I say.

in the corner of the room, next to the kitch-en, closest to the laundry

are you trying to binge on ice cream?” He asks.

was worried, even though he laughs

“I’m sick.” I say.

week.” He

me

now. I can’t be sad

are you going?” I

the party.”

take me.”

more

go get ice cream. I’ll

pizza I ordered for

at you, being a brother for once.” I

makes me feel