Zero and Beauty's Breath (A Satan Sniper's Motorcycle Club Series Book 3 - 4)

Present

The sound of the bedroom door opening pulls me out of my mind. There is no need for me to look up as I already know who is here.

Even if I didn't recognize the sound of his shoes as he walks toward me. I never could, but now I would know.

Not from the scent in the air of his cologne but from the evil aura of death that clings to him like a second shadow, a silent man, for a silent monster, the evilest of its kind.

“Already waiting for your punishment. Very good, but today I don't have time. I need to leave in ten minutes so let's make this quick, shall we, stand up and face the window.”

This is the Lucca I know, this is the man who married me by force with a gun to my head, who left me in a ditch naked so his men could rape me and torture me with fire and metal rods.

This is the man who lives in my hell. My very own demon.

Obedient, I do as he says.

I don't flinch as I once did when I hear him slide his belt out of the hoops of his pants.

My back does not arch as he grazes my spine with the buckle.

I shut my eyes, focus on the colors I see mixed between the blackness and open my mouth as the first lash of the buckle hits my shoulder.

is my monster, my

why I couldn't be the girl for Zero

call myself

the reason why I chose

I would never hold my

hits my shoulders, my spine, my hip bone, over

no words

empty room, but my mind is screaming. My body is howling

gets used to this is a lie. No one gets accustomed to

it deep within us, remember to breathe through it, and understand that it is what it is- A fucked up part

said I scream, but not to him, to myself. It

feels like forever,

when his alarm goes off and it is his time

said, he hasn't given me permission to do anything

be here in twenty, make sure you

of the door drops my shoulders, allowing me to feel, even if it is the physical kind. When it comes, it

the times they have caught the end

rather me than

accept my monster, yet it took me a few weeks to forget that

a scar under his eye, helped me believe that even if it was just a temporary