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Beauty and I, the Beast
Once upon a time I met a girl, I loved her with everything in me.
My love was something that happened so sudden, like a real fairy tale.
She was my beauty and I, her beast.
When she stared in my eyes I was lost in her black soulless depths, forgetting the soul I didn't see.
When Beauty looked into my HEART I saw the future in her cold hard stare.
Her body was my glory, I ignored the weapon it showed me.
I was obsessed in the slope of her curves, the movement of her hips as she put one foot in front of the other.
Her touch blinded me.
When Beauty touched me she awoke the beast, called to the killer and hummed to the sniper, until she was where my heaven began and my demons ended.
I remember the day when just a glimpse of her gutted me in the chest.
Beauty was where my madness sang and in less than a month I was hers.
My pops once told me that every man has his falling point.
Every brother has a day to mourn.
I thought I mourned when I put my club brothers to rest in the ground after our second tour.
I convinced myself I mourned when I lost the woman I almost called my wife after she chose a needle over my vow and overdosed on crack.
FUCK, I thought I mourned when I almost lost my blood brother, but nothing takes the stakes like it does now.
Nothing better compares to mourning than the agony I feel at the betrayal of the one person I gave myself to.
woman who made sense of my
to the nothingness of
to hear a voice I would never hear
time I met a girl, I loved her with everything
sudden, like a real fairy tale, she was my
a secret, another life, and in the end
description to the betrayal I feel, to the hollowness
an entity, now
here is where I see her- on the hillside looking over the
feel her essence, still taste it on my tongue in the
I really stop and stare at the darkened water I see the silhouette of
of the burn down my throat brings the numbness I force upon myself from bottoming a bottle
is my coping
yell from the top of
“BEAUTY.”
girl that was all fake, that
will have the craziest story to tell me, explaining why she betrayed me, the reasons
she chose him over
goes, as it always will- passing and stealing my darkness which is
with
time- morning, sunrise;
pretending that
the reflection of
to remember our last
she is- A trained killer, a wanted
the girl
it's time to go
my left side as the sun
should expect him by now. It has been two weeks
my
ass off this hill and taken me back inside, to what was once my home, now just my own
He gets me up.
legs protesting
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