Daddy's Love

I go downstairs and grab a beer and switch on the TV. My phone beeps and it's a text message from Jay.

J- Good Day?

Me- She is an angel.

J-When are you taking her to the Doctor?

I cringe. Every little has to be taken to the doctor for a full check up and there after they are given a shot which sort of freezes their age. Which means my baby will be the same height and look the same way even if she is a hundred. She can still fall sick and die and all but she won't age, enabling her to be my baby forever. It is nasty. I had seen Carol taking her shot and it was the worst thing ever. Damn the Vampire Government and their stupid laws!

Me- I still have six days.

J- Get it done while she still hates you.

Me- She doesn't hate me.

J- Get it done, Grey.

I swallow my beer and keep the bottle aside along with my phone.

the TV, not really paying any attention, wondering when to take Ana to the doctors. Could I get

upstairs and see Ana trying to get out

have a bad dream?" I ask her

She squirms.

Need to go.... " she

diaper baby. It's okay." I rub her back

me down daddy. Please.... " She

looks so adorable that I almost put her down and then decide against

don't learn to use your diaper now, it will be more difficult later on. Come on, you'll

jumps in my arms trying to get down.

sick like this. Just let

as mad at me as she would like to be. She has to learn to use her

let daddy help you?" I try to put her down on the changing table. She realises what

no.... Daddy! Please nooooo!" She half whines, half

to untangle her arms from around my neck without hurting

will give you an ice cream treat after, in the morning? Ok? such a brave girl, my Ana, such a sweet

and then hold both her hands in one of mine, her legs dangling from the table against my

cries so much; it breaks