Daddy's Love

We come back home from the park and it seems like Ana had a good time there. She made friends with Matt but was too shy to make anymore friends. She really enjoyed the swing. She was giggling. I promise she was!

I was surprised that I took her out the first day. No one does that. No Dom came and spoke to us today because they were scared of scaring my baby girl. She was extremely docile and well behaved. And outdoors did her wonders. She is smiling and is much more comfortable with me. She is not recoiling or trying to get inside walls now at least.

We change again.

"Do you want to play or watch TV while I cook us some dinner?" I ask her.

She looks at me thinking hard.

"Or maybe we can order pizza?" I grin at her and she smiles.

"Pizza it is!" I smile and leave her on the couch in the living room and go outside to order pizza.

When I come back five minutes later, I have a mini heart attack. My baby is somewhere between bookshelves that are really high for her, climbing like Spider Man, trying to get a book out.

"Are you trying to give me a heart attack?" I ask her as I hold her in my arms.

"Sorry, I didn't ask.... " she trails off.

"Baby, you don't climb bookshelves like that, okay? What if you fall and hurt yourself?" I hug her protectively.

"Now which book do you want?"

"The Book Thief"

book out and hand it

it with a

couch. She reads and I look at her, playing with her hair. She makes a million expressions for every page that she reads.

and closes the book

she is lying on the couch. She looks so comfortable. Good. This

eat Ana." I

here, please? Daddy."

can't hold

you have been such a good girl all day long, I think we can." I grin and we settle on the carpet with pizzas and garlic

called me daddy. She is not in her headspace yet. She just wants to make me happy. I

was gorging

Daddy.... What the man doing.... To that girl.... In the

question was eating at her. Today in the park Ana was super surprised to see a daddy change his little's diaper. She was surprised. I think she was happy to realise that she was not alone in all the diaper atrocities being committed to her and that made her happy. And we also saw a daddy spanking his girl. Ana looked horrified and snuggled into me, trying to hide from the man. I was waiting for her

because she was

"Spanking?"

on the

She cringes.

daddy