Not Your Mate Anymore

I was angry. I wanted blood.

The idea of letting this man live was far from my mind. I couldn't. I wouldn't.

He killed my mother and I can't let that slide. I was here to end him. I was here to finish what my nana couldn't. He let so many wolves die. Innocent wolves who did not deserve to see such a fate from him.

His one son and his rogue pack raped women in front of their pups. Reginald raped and then killed Natalie Woods. My luna. A woman that was nothing but kind to me.

His own son. It's pretty obvious he got his gruesome ways from his father. Men like that did not deserve to live. They deserved to spend eternity in whatever hell the moon goddess had in place for them.

"Sabrina, please stop this. It doesn't have to be this way." Nana says to me.

I turn my head and growl at her. My nana. She is the reason we are all in this predicament to begin with. This man here was her spawn and she knew what he was capable off but ignored it. She could've saved mama but she didn't, instead she was begging him.

"You could've saved her. She did not deserve this. She is dead because of you." Josey says to her. Every word she said broke me because it was true.

I walk up to my grandmother, stopping right in her face. Our noses almost touching.

"You could've saved her. Removed her from his grasp and take her somewhere safe. He's the one that had a problem with you, he should've killed you." I say to her.

I hated the fact that I hate my nana right now. Goddess I'd just met the woman. Yes, granted, we spent 10 years in training but it's not like I saw her every day. In fact, I hardly saw her.

"I hate you for this. I don't know if I'll ever forgive you but for my grandfather's sake, I'll keep you alive." I say to her. I walk away from her only to notice that Reginald senior was winning the fight against his kids as the twin sisters were lying on the ground.

Do they ever win anything? They've spent the entire time today on the ground.

Josey jumps in on the fight and punches new uncle. He staggers back, clearly not expecting that. Before he can straighten himself, Josey comes at him with a spinning kick. Reginald falls to the ground where Josey straddles him and starts punching him. It's punch after punch as tears start falling down her face. My nana screams at her to stop but Josey pays her no mind.

Taylor and Reggie junior shift into their wolves and start biting at new uncles limbs. Taylor bites at his arm and new uncle roars in pain and utter annoyance. He pushes Josey off him and releases his insane power. His little kids cower away.

I release my power, all of it. Taylor and Reginald regain their posture and stand ready to attack their father. Josey gets up from where she was and gets ready to fight back.

"Wait!!!" Nana says and we all turn to look towards her.

"This is my fault. If you want to end anyone Reginald, end me. You must know I had to let you go to be with the moon. I never meant to abandon you but our work never stops." Nana says.

"So Reginald here is doing all of this because he has abandonment issues?" Josey and I ask in unison.

This guy.

Does he know we didn't grow up with our mother too?! 

I turn to look at Reginald senior and I growl.

"You mean to tell me that you killed so many people because my grandmother left you when you were younger? Did you even consider that it was the same for us? I grew up without my mother but you don't see me killing people off for the heck of it!" Josey says to him.

I growl in agreement.

"You killed my mother because you were abandoned? My mother was abandoned too!! We were abandoned too!" I say to him in exasperation.

This is too draining but it was time to pull out the big guns. I was done playing nice.

I turn to my nana and have roots come out and keep her in place.

"You stay where you are. Trust me when I say, you stay out of my way unless you want to share the same fate." I say to nana.

Josey stands in front of her to keep her from stopping me from what I'm about to do. I turn my attention back to Reginald, my new uncle.

"One, I had my heartbroken. My mate, who was supposed to be my whole world broke my heart because of your shrewd plans. Plans so selfish that you ruined my life!" I say to him as I have a gust of wind throw him up in the air and bring him down hard.

"As if that wasn't enough to ruin a teenagers dream...." I say to him as I throw him up again and bring him down hard, this time having a root spear him through his stomach. He coughs out blood.

He tries to get up but I throw him up again.

"Two, your son and his rogues  rape and kill pack members! Innocents that did not deserve what you put them through!!!"  I say as I throw him down again. This time, roots come out from the ground and pierce through each of his legs. He howls in pain but that won't make me go any easy on him.

I throw him up again and he shifts through the lift but stays up because I will it. He wants to heal and we heal quicker in our wolf form. I was not going to let that happen. Once he's almost healed, he shifts back, which was probably a terrible idea.

I throw him down and have roots go through his stomach again. I do it three times, everytime waiting until he was a little healed to put him through that pain again.

I throw him down one last time and approach him. I put my hand through his stomach wound before it heals. I use my power to stop him from healing, slowly pulling apart his molecules, ready to blow him up into nothing. He started screaming in pain, nana was screaming at me to stop but I couldn't.

Besides the fact that the moon goddess wanted me to end him, he had killed my mother when I'd just gotten her back. He was the brains behind so many fallen wolves and his one death, wouldn't bring them back but it would end the evil that resides in him.

Am I a killer? 

did it? No I could've taken control of

can't be him. I couldn't let myself to go so dark because there won't be a way back. Especially now that I was bringing a

his face so he was looking at me and I looked into his past. In that moment, it

new uncle grow up in human territory when he was clearly a wolf. His healing abilities helped him a great deal but that didn't change the fact that he felt the pain when they hit him or threw him

teenager after shifting in his backyard when his father and stepmother where passed out drunk so they didn't hear his screams. He was traumatized because he thought he was a beast, a monster and actually believed that he deserved all the abuse he got

taught to be proud of being able

so glassy just looking through his past. For the first time since using this power, I'd wished I had not gone through someone's mind without permission. I now understood his anger towards nana. I would be

few minutes ago, I

at him as we locked eyes again. He knew what I did and he looked defeated at the revelation. I decided to allow him to hold on to his

guilt there for killing innocents for his own gain. I said a silent prayer to the moon goddess to deal

War is over." I say as I stand on my feet and dust

uncle, who

and what I am

to him. I walk up to my grandmother as I loosen the roots that are holding

for hating you. Go make things right with him and if he doesn't let you, just apologize and take accountability." I say to

and to my

This was utterly heartbreaking.

them and my grandfather laid my mother down. I kissed

nods. He picks her up and makes his way back to the pack house. Probably to put her in the car and then take her back to the house and bury her there. I looked at my nana who was knelt beside a healing Reginald. I was not going to bother

linked Cj to bring warriors so the can put new uncles kids in the dungeons until we figure out what to do with them. I took Josey's hand

rest. I hope this is not the last time we see her. I needed her, even if

got to the pack house and I made my way to Max's room so I can just take a shower. I walk in to find Max standing at the door

here.." he says to me and I just run into his arms and break down. The tingles already soothing

goddess told me to. Even after killing my mother, I just couldn't but now after seeing his past, which is no excuse, I knew I could

to me while rubbing circles on my back. A pang of guilt hit me as I remember me screaming at new uncle

I had Max.

How ungrateful of me.

hung up on that anger when I have Max?! He is heaven sent and I'm

after with the mate the moon chose for them. I got lucky. Many can't say they lost their mate to someone else only to end up with an even

in my head about mates and how we are to obey sacred law. It will take some time to heal from

doubt. I'm happy to have given him my innocence and that he is going

plan on having

bath and make our way to your grandfathers house." He says and leads me in to the bathroom, where I see a bubble bath

me in just blue skinny Jean's and his white shirt with my Gucci princetown

the car is ready to take us to the manor. We go outside and he opens the door for me to hop in the back and he goes to the other

outside picking up bodies of our fallen warriors. Some crying as they recognized who they were. It was a

As alpha and alpha female, we are yet to address the pack and have a

the pack understand my decision? People lost their mates. Their brothers, fathers. Just as I lost my mother, he took something from all of us.

gosh so

notice the driver opening the door for me but Max calls out my name and I look at him and he points to my side. I look to where

Oh boy.

imagine what it feels like for him to lose his mate once again. They were about to rekindle their relationship, after what my stepmom did, he deserved a few new

I throw myself into my

in Sabrina. Max." He says and let's me go.

in with their

was going to take some getting used to. I shake

walks in right

stands up and makes his way to the backyard and we all follow him. Right by the rose garden,

Cj says out loud. We all look around each other but continue walking. We all stop around the

without the actual killer." My

here too.

is no family of mine. So he needs to go and you can go with him if you strongly believe he should be

time to heal from how Percy broke my heart and maybe running away to end

I'm happy to have given him my innocence and that he is going to be

on having more

your grandfathers house." He says and leads me in to the bathroom, where I see

blue skinny Jean's and his white shirt with my

opens the door for me to hop in the back and he goes

picking up bodies of our fallen warriors. Some crying as they

have a farewell for all our fighters that didn't make it. Just thinking of all the people we lost, makes me feel guilty for just letting such evil

fathers. Just as I lost my mother, he took something from all of us. The pack will never be the same after this, we all need to

gosh so much

my name and I look at him and he points to my side. I look to where he's pointing and I see the driver waiting for me to get out of the car. I step out of the car and wait

Oh boy.

can't even begin to imagine what it feels like for him to lose his mate once again. They were about to rekindle their relationship, after what my stepmom

as I throw myself into my father's arms. He hugs me

let's

wait a few more minutes for Josey and Cj to arrive. They come in with their mates in tow. First, Josey

I shake my head to