Not Your Mate Anymore

"Everything is great! Max is amazing. He's just been busy with pack work right now." I say to Josey and her mates through Facetime.

It was all lies. Max wasn't busy with anything. Max has been the exact opposite of amazing.

I have been pretending with everyone in my family. Not one of them knew what was going on. They had no idea what I was going through. That under all the heavy make up was an under fed, unloved Sabrina who was left to fend for herself for 5 whole months.

"Keep safe Sabrina! See you next month for the sip and see.." Josey says to me. We exchange 'I love yous' and then the line goes dead.

I repeat the same thing with my dad and Cj before I go take a shower to remove all this make up.

I have not seen Max in months and everyone had moved out of this pack house to live in the newly built one. Everyone except for me. Max moved out and made it clear I was to stay here as nobody wanted to live with a traitor who had almost half the pack's men slaughtered.

Yes. My fears have manifested. They all blamed me for new uncles behavior. It was all his doing. Turns out, he had the same mind controlling power as me. He got to the warriors and finally to Max. I did not have my nana or mama's guidance on how to reverse it. I tried so hard but nothing. Nana has gone missing and now new uncle too. After creating all of this mess, he ran off. The moon goddess was silent too, go figure! I should've known she only makes herself known if she wants something in return. Besides, she told me to kill him and my stupid morals got in the way

Like I said, I was all alone.

Tristan was the only one new uncle didn't get to as he was away and only came back after. I explained the whole situation to him and he's been making sure I'm okay and he takes me to human territory for my pregnancy check ups as the pack doctor refused to see me. He's all I have left in this pack. Uncle Deacon was with my dad helping Cj with his alpha duties so I couldn't exactly tell Uncle Deacon of Max's behavior without alerting my family.

Max has taken a new girl. They make love every night and if it wasn't for my strength and healing powers, the baby wouldn't have survived. Athena has gone off to the back of my mind and I don't blame her. He took a new Luna and marked her. We are all linked now and she makes it a point to share her thoughts with me. I can see her memories.

Memories of her with Max making love. Memories of her and Max running in their wolves. Memories of Max feeding her as she sits on his lap in the new dining hall. Memories of her with my man.

The man I loved.

I cried every night. You'd think I'd run out of tears but every night my pillowcase would be soaked as I endure yet another night of pain thanks to their non stop shagging. I was alone in this. Yes I had Tristan but he had his own life. He also had his duties to the new Luna who kept him busy enough not to spend too much time with me. By the time he gets to me, he's so exhausted, I just let him sleep it off.

Today, I decided to go for a run.

I decided not to link Tristan as there was yet another pack meeting and I was not invited. I took that time to put on my gym gear and go out for a run. I ran around the house and into the woods for that much needed fresh air. Athena needed it since we couldn't shift. She took comfort in knowing that since Max chose a new mate, it hasn't rained. Which meant that they weren't blessed with child and I always remind her of how Cj was born.

The goddess can do no wrong in Athena's eyes.

I ran to clear my head. Clear my head of worrying about Percy who was exiled from the pack and I had to watch from the window in my room as Max smiled up at me.

Percy surviving as a rogue? 

Unlikely.

I just hope my grandfather received my message in time to help set him up in human territory. He hurt me but I'm a forgiving person. Everyone deserves a second chance at life.

I ran because even though I couldn't train, it was imperative that I stay fit so I'm prepared for anything. Max can decide to banish me too and I needed to stay strong so I can protect my son.

of running away? Yes.

I wanted to face my demons this time. I stopped by the lake that leads to my grandfather's house and sat down to catch my breath. It was too hot so I decided to strip and swim a bit in the lake. I swam for what felt like hours until I decided

out of Max's territory now and I had no energy to swim back. I decided to swim towards the house when I got tired and decided to float while I caught my breath. One of the workers at my grandfather's house saw me and immediately rushed to my side as

so happy to have

They were having sex again. This time, New Luna let me see what she was experiencing and that threw me over the

My mate.

I gave my heart

my heart and promised

promised to protect me as I

what Percy did

hate me but deep down I knew that it was all bullshit. The mate bond is supposed to fight it, to bring him closer

grandfather to let him know where I was. Thankfully, he was home and he rushed to my aid. He carried me to the car and rushed me to hospital

a healthy baby boy, even though he was a month early. I still couldn't reach Max to let him know about

on Sabrina?" My grandfather

but I knew what he meant. Max wasn't here.

a stern look and I caved. I told

came looking for me when I was sleeping outside in the cold.  I told him

grandfather said kissing forehead. "You've been through all of that all this time? I'm so sorry we were so caught up in our lives to notice." He said as

yet again with another mate. Not until I can break the mind control over Max.." I

He's doing this all on his own." My grandfather said. He looked upset. He sat by my side as that revelation sinked in and

would get the family here as soon as possible ignoring my

that I didn't catch his scent. The scent of the one I loved. He strode right in and stopped

seeing how good he looked. He wasn't suffering

his throat as if knowing what I was thinking. Making sure he had

ever again. I reject you as my Luna and chosen mate. I reject that demon child. Goodbye Kimberley." He said to me. Before he could turn around and walk away from me for

heartbreaking of it all, I saw that he wasn't

let go of

grandfather was right. The mate bond would've snapped him out

Again!

enough to break up with me in person? Took you long enough to find the

in. This is the last time you see this face." I say and he blushed although quickly remembered his

out of the

Goddess Why me?

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pick me up. None of them mentioned Max or his pack. I was grateful grandfather told them the news because I don't think I'd be able to tell them without breaking down. I was already drained and all

got home,

changed. It was baby proofed and they connected the next room to mine. They turned the other room into a nursery and it was beautiful. Although I couldn't bring forth the

Deacon walked in to my room. Surprised? Most definitely. He wasn't brainwashed but he is Max's father

peace Sabrina. I'm just here to see my grandson and I'll be gone." He said. I nodded my

with him, a tear drop fell out of his eye. Uncle Deacon

into my son but I promise to fix it. You know I don't blame you for what transpired right? You are just a kid! How could you have prevented it!? I'm going

to hope. Last time, I chose to leave when Percy broke my heart but I still carried a torch for him. This time, I was kicked out. I know when I'm not welcome and I'm not

me to be a part of it." He

will not deny you that right." I say to him

circumstances he's brought into. Hated before he can even defend himself from his own father. A mother that failed at giving him a home with both parents. I