One Sided Love

  Kate

When my eyes opened I saw that im in some other place the white walls n the the beeping sound of machine tell me that im in hospital ..... by then I remember about the truck ... n accident.... emily.... oh my god emily.... I have to go to her.... when I try to move from bed my body screamed with intense pain n my head was covered in bandages but I know I cant stay here and wait... by the time I move a nurse came n she try to stop me I told her about emily she told me that emily is in operation theatre .... fuck operation.... I asked her if she is ok she said emily is under observations n her family is waiting for her..... by family I remember the news must be given to them but how come no one come to see me.... but then at that moment I remember emily is more important ... n I really hope emily is fine .

After I slept whole day when I woke I asked the nurse plz take me to my sister she look me sadly but doesn't reply when I insist her she put me in wheel chair n take me to the family waiting area where my father was looking so old , tired n his eyes for the first time in my life was filled with tears n mom was heavily crying n then Alex was standing there looing so pale n broken ... Alex mother was silently crying while Alex father was consoling her.... I cant stand this scene.. what the fuck .... I finally made a sound n every one looks at me so strangely, Alex was looking at me like at any moment he is going to kill me , where daddy stand n walk towards me

I asked

'daddy what happen? How is emily? Plz tell me daddy I cant stand this silence'

head

I say 'Daddy' 

just like

... he said Emily is dead.. no ...no no no no... its not true .... I try to say something but I cant say any thing n what my father means I killed her... I cant do this ever he also know that

was your act isn't it ...where you show your fake love n concerned towards this family.... but I forget like mother her daughter also destroyed

or was it your jealousy that what she had you cant have that n it was all deliberate action.... fuck fuck I should believe everyone from which kind of blood n morher you belong to otherwise I will let emily ever go with you nor

was shocked they have

that I was driving i should clear