One Sided Love

Kate 

It is almost a month since Alex become a little civil with me... he has his moment but then he apologized for his behavior n I feel sad for him something.... Alex every night came to my room n we have a mind blowing sex but after sex he become so distant like he become that Alex... of which im scared n hate... he never said anything just leave the bed immediately n

Went to his room without a glance... those moments kill me.... and in my silly mind im still trying to win alex heart for Me n my baby but I know people like my father n Alex never change their mind...

One night Alex was in my room , after intense lovemaking I fall to Alex chest , his eyes was closed but he was not sleeping n he was breathing loudly and at that moment the baby kick , Alex become so rigid n tense that I can feel at any moment he will explode, he gently remove me and picked his clothes but I don't want him to go

I said ' Alex can you stay for a moment ,I me after that you can go to your room '

He sighs loudly n replied ' Kate , its late'

I said ' But...

He said ' kate plz ... don't make this awkward ... I told you before that dont expect something else just because we are sleeping together ... I have been honest n clear to you ... didn't I?'

I sadly replied ' Yes Alex , Im sorry '

He looked a little guilty n just giving me a nod he left

And now im cooking breakfast n the household staff is cleaning the rooms since Alex mom n alex cuzns are coming to meet us...

in the pregnancy but how can I tell her my case to her... but im stupid girl who amways hope , that may be alex go with me ... emma was eating n blabbing

when your parents n cuzn are coming ? .... so

but I don't think so they will stay ... they will have a dinner.... martha the cook she knows very well how

I loved to cook... n secondly I can take martha help

well I forget to tell you my uncle n aunty with their daughter is coming but since uncle sam

little nervouse when ever I

n well he is not happy but thats the statement of the year ... well try to avoid

uncomfortable right now not only im meeting Alex family so personally but my parent's know about my pregnancy... n now I have to tell

noon , my doctor says that she wants you to come too... she wants to discuss something ... I know you r busy but is it possible you can come I will really appreciate that may

what should I do with your appointment... I told you multiple time don't expect anything from me... you want this baby not me

that my eyes filled with tears .... I picked Emma n said ' no alex I don't need money ... I really forget ... I will go myself ... n don't worry about emma martha is going to be there with her till I reached hospital... n tonight dinner going to be prepared on

I left alex

turn ... I saw everyone has come with their partners n they looked so happy... not like me whose is going to know the gender of her baby without

n heard my

Do you want to know the

yeah...( I laughed a little

at the screen here... it look like you r

at the same time... but then I remember.... is this history is repeating it self ... I was an unwanted

start calling my name loudly