One Sided Love

Kate 

I was almost finished with the dinner preparation with the help of martha but the dessert was left to assembled ... it was tiramisu I thought I should get ready first then even guest arrived it can be arranged at that moment..... I went to my room n quickly take a shower after shower I picked a sea green dress with blue flowers I finished my look with a golden belt ... I lightly put some make up ... the toughest part was my hair .... I don't know how to tame or set them at this short moment .... since its quite long so I thought a braid with twist of french n fish tail will go with some hair falling out from the front .... I was almost finished with my hair when I heard my room was knocked ... I turned to saw it was Alex dressed in casual clothes with blue jeans n grey shirt n cuffs were fold which make him looked more hot...

I said ' hi ...when did you came?'

He replied ' just 10 min a go... I want to tell you Shawn n his fiancee racheal will be coming tonight ... I hope you don't mind ..

I replied 'ofcourse not ... he is your friend he can came any time he want'

He looked uncomfortable about something but then n said

'you looked radiant ... this dress brings the most outstanding shine in your eyes'

I shyly smiled ' thanks... I was really nervous but you put me in ease'

He looked unease about something ... I have a bet it has something to do with the morning ... but I wont mention it I don't want to embarrassed my self again n again ... his guilt is his own doing...

I bent down to retrieve the shoes but since my stomach was making it difficult for me I hold the dresser n try to bend again ... Alex hold me by waist n told me to hold on he picked my shoes n then he make me sit in the near couch n then he picked my foot n start putting it on my feet

I said ' Alex what are you doing ... it doesn't looked good... I will do it'

He replied ' Shhh ... it looks very good from where im seeing ..

After putting up my shoes I try to get up but Alex stop me by putting his hand on my leg n then bending towards my body 

He said ' I wished no one come today so that I can unwrap this dress n get lost in you ... but I promise tonight im going to do all the stuff which I have in my mind when in saw you ...'

I was blushing ... when Alex start kissing my mouth ' my jaw ' my neck n start playing with my breast... 

He looked to me n says ' kate im very difficult person n a very egoistic bastard ... I told you I don't think before I speak... but this thing between us is passionate n electrified ... so this is the only language I know to rectify my action .... you understand that plz'

why he is so affectionate towards me .... he feel guilty about this morning.... these moments give me stupid hopes about us n our unborn baby... should I tell him that we are having a girl ? ... but his words from morning was so clear that

put my hands on his face n said

I want to tell you again dont get nervous especially from your father ..... I don't know how im going to sound but appearance means alot in our world don't say or do anything

also think I Wil disappointment him... ' Alex

uncomfortable looked at

stand n

want to spoil her routine just because of the guests .....

rang it was shawn n his beautiful fiancee... she greet me with a huge smile

shawn told me alot about you.. n

towards me with the first meeting I was little shocked with I give her a smile n thanked her..... then after few minutes my parents came... my parents first they come hugged Alex n emma .... I hesitantly moved to greet them...

by getting pregnant ... but people like you forget that they never get the respect n love in the society.... when Alex told me about

sad smile ... his words still hurt but ALEX told him about

embarrassed about the things my father said ...he said' Ryan I think you should not talk about this we had an discussion

life , n now you r going to see how she will embarrassed you

leave it behind... Kate is my wife now n she has social standing now ... plz not for me

time Alex parents n his uncle n aunty n their

parents met me with smile n hug n

daughter

was awkward for everyone

aunt came n said 'sorry for that but I forget to tell you Helen was very good friend of Emily n very protective of her but after her death... she was very sad like she lost

understand ... its new for everyone ... I hope with time

father n uncle start talking about business stuff... n we all

Kate you are excellent cook ... we used to come to Alex house but this dinner of yours proves to be the best visit of my

Mom Emily was also good cook ... but more over she has a grace n welcoming feel to everything she

just smiled n not replied...Alex instructed me that I should not do or

his aunt come to my rescue n said ' Helen we understand that Emily was

life uncomfortable ... Alex told me multiple times how much he regret her ... how she trapped her by pregnancy