Please Love Me

’m just staring blankly inside Sunny’s car. His smile keeps on coming back at me. That smile used to be mine before. Not anymore though, it belongs to Monica now. I guess I’m the one who’s not yet moving on. I need to. I have to...

"Where to?"

"I told you. We’re going to Dilingers?"

"For what?"

"Duh! Trish! To welcome you back!"

"I don’t want to.. I'm not in the mood."

"Why? Because of what you saw?”

She’s smirking like she’s planning something wicked. Geez! She’s so creepy.

"What’s with it?" I’m scared that she’ll see the answer in my eyes.

“Don’t be so special Patrcia! I know you...it’s still him!” She’s scary

"Of course not! I told you! I have already moved on."

"If so, why do you want to go home? Let your past make you better not bitter.."

each other, she still

I saw most of our friends

the whole

whole bar is exclusive to just all of us. I’m touched, but they shouldn’t because it’s just a

relax Tricia! This is all paid already.." Hays. What more can I

on looking outside. Sunny and Maico are just flirting beside us. OMG! I though this is

for us!" I don’t

they all chanted so I have no choice but to stand up and sit at

you taking the town

with all your goodtime

don't think that

your own

alone and

happy. I should

that I should get on with my life

live without you

as the star

rivers runs

over you getting

him, but he looked in a different direction.