The Witches

Dear Diary:

Do I even tell Derek about Jared? Of course not. I have no idea how he might react and telling him might change the dynamics of our relationship and I don't want that. I love Derek and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

But Jared though. He's so wonderful, I'd lie if I said that there was no connection because there is. I have never felt whatever it is that I feel with Jared. Not even with Derek. And we've only met once, what if we get to know each other?

It makes me nervous to think about that. It drives me mad that Jared drives me mad. I had a dream about him. We danced on the frozen waters. And dreams are real which meant that he came in my dreams just so that we can dance. That's sweet I must say, his strong soft man arms around my body. His blue eyes shimmering as he looked in mine, not once dropping his gaze. It makes me mad that I can't wait to see him today. What will I do?

"Try not to think too much about it," Margot tried consoling me. We were in a storage room cleaning up with a few other witches. De-clutter. I looked over at her, she was packing crystals in a box while I was rubbing lamps with a white cloth. They're covered in dust.

I sighed. How couldn't I think about it? This is my future. I picked up another lamp and started rubbing it with the cloth. "I can't just stop thinking about it, Margot," I sighed, "I just wish that there could be a pause in time so that the three of us can work through this together and I can make the best decision for myself and my partner,"

She smirked and poked me. "So you're saying that there might be a possibility that you and Jared could end up together?"

I rolled my eyes and place the lamp into a box with the other lamps. I double-checked when it seemed to me like the lamp had an orange glow to it but it didn't. It was still golden. I picked up another lamp and continued with my work.

When the bell rang I made my way over to Fairy Godmother Lessons. I don't know, I want to one when when I grow up, it feels like the only occupation that makes sense to me. Helping children who need it the most. Sounds wonderful.

Jared's eyes. He smirked. So did I, he looks

"Hey, how are

"Better... now, you?"

nodded my head.

we should go on

not with him anyway. I shook my head and took a deep breath in and exhaled shakily out, I

around this. "What? You knew that you have me, you knew that you're destined to be with me. Why

face pink. He looked back into my eyes, "I don't wanna be 'that ' guy but you need to sort this shit out. Break up with him and get back to me, and don't keep

told and stormed off. I've hurt his feelings, I hated seeing him look so sad and mad and then it's my fault as well. I love Derek, but I'm tied to this boy and

worrying about me. She's the cutest thing ever. But I'm fine, this is my problems and as Jared said, I caused them myself because I knew

teens are

looked like a flying bug. I instantly knew it was Derek. So I rushed over and opened the window so my tiny fairy can fly in. Once he was in I closed the window again and looked

over to me and pulled me in for

to my bed and sat down, he joined